Battling on…

Once again, sorry for the absence of posts of late. Last week was up and down, my cold is still here, in fact I came home from work early after throwing up four times… I’m feeling a bit better now having spent the whole afternoon in bed.

We did go to London though not until Thursday, we got up early on Tuesday but I felt so rough that we abandoned our plan. It was great when we eventually went, although it didn’t run entirely to plan. I never got my Pina Colada and the cinnamon buns were disappointing, but we saw lots of very cool watches and handbags (and shoes in the bizarre ‘mirrored walls’ Kurt Gieger store in Covent Garden). It was probably the best trip to London we’ve had in a long time actually, and I’m looking forward to going back next year and making it to Harrods this time.

As you can see, I was allowed to cum last week. That was unexpected and great, and afterwards Mistress positioned herself over my face and let me lick her gorgeous cum-filled pussy clean. I really loved that she stayed there a little longer than she usually does as well, so HOT! 🙂

Bizarrely, as crap as I was feeling this afternoon, I seemed to spend an awful lot of time with a massive hard on. I guess I was warm, relaxed and chilled and thinking about sex a lot while I was dozing. Odd really, because I can usually tell when I’m getting ill by my lack of ‘morning wood’, nice to know that at least one part of me is on the mend.

As I said, apologies for the lack of posts, I’m sure things will get back to normal sooner or later, and please know that I appreciate your patience you lovely people!

I want my morning wood back!

It’s been a tough few days, and rather predictably I have got a cold. I guess I’m so run down what with everything that’s been going on that it was bound to happen. Still, just a few minutes ago Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and then she teased me too. My cock was a bit reluctant but by the end it was nice and hard…

I’m looking forward to getting my libido back, I sure do miss waking up hard every morning!

We are off work this week, and planning a trip to London tomorrow (mainly to look at handbags and watches but also to eat cinnamon buns and drink cocktails), so that should be fun. I hope I feel a bit less rough than I felt this morning though!

Thanks for all the kind messages…

Firstly, thanks to all of you who have left kind messages for me. The past couple of weeks have been pretty tough, and the funeral is on Thursday… I’m sure that will be very tough as well, but overall I feel like the worst is over. I saw a photo of my Dad today that I had never seen before, from many years ago. I’m guessing he was in his early thirties at the time… it was very odd to see him looking so young and thin, I can’t remember him ever being thin, although apparently he was a football referee until he was about 40 (when I was 6).

Needless to say I have been under a lot of stress lately, on top of the bereavement I was in a car crash, and I’ve also been working very hard to cover holiday at my work. Perhaps it’s not surprising that my libido took quite a hit, and the last two times Mistress has teased me I have struggled to stay hard.

Thankfully that changed this morning, and I found myself with a very solid cock which Mistress decided to take advantage of. Quite unexpectedly I found myself between her gorgeous thighs, slipping my cock into her wet pussy… which felt amazing. It was just what I needed to rebuild my confidence and as I got closer I knew Mistress was going to allow me to cum inside her – but I still asked permission (of course).

I must admit, I did wonder afterwards if I had some regrets about ‘giving up’ more regular penetration (and cumming) with my Mistress, but I reminded myself that part of the reason it felt so good was precisely because I am only allowed to penetrate Mistress when she allows it, and also that it feels so good because when Mistress allows it she really wants me inside her.

This last few weeks has been so chaotic, I really want to get back to a more structured life and get back to kissing Mistress’s beautiful feet everyday and making sure she knows how much I appreciate her. It’s just been one thing after another, after another lately… and I really would like to get back into a routine where I can go swimming a few times a week, and get my weight loss back on track.

And hopefully, of course, get back to keeping this blog up to date too. We are off work next week so that will give us both a chance to regroup and have some fun with each other…

Sad news…

Sadly my Father succumbed to pneumonia on Thursday night, which has been harder to cope with than I ever thought. We were not mega close, but we had a good relationship and it was hard to see him so ill. When the phone call came I was actually relieved because I didn’t believe he was going to get properly better and the last thing I wanted for my Dad was a long drawn out death. At least he was spared that, and for the first four days in hospital he was reasonably okay.

As you can imagine I am not in the best of spirits at the moment and there’s nothing much to say, however, I know that in time things will improve and I will be able to get through days without bursting into tears every time I think about it, even if at the moment that seems hard to believe


In the meantime, one piece of good news is that SUBHUB has returned, which is great because I was starting to wonder if something had happened to him and Mistress K.

A Fantasy Realized…

As you can imagine, this weekend hasn’t been an easy one, and very late last night Mistress decided to allow me to cum. Of course I didn’t know that (for sure) but I kind of had an inkling and somehow I had a feeling that I knew exactly what she was going to do afterwards as well. Of course that could easily have been wishful thinking but as I started to get close and warned Mistress that I was getting near the point of no return she stroked me harder than before and wrapped her lips around my throbbing cock.

I can’t even remember the last time I came in Mistress’s mouth, I remember it, and I remember that I was on the sofa with Mistress on her knees in front of me. I think I looked it up a while ago and it was 2012.. let me check.

Well, there you go, it was indeed September 2012, just over 4 years ago. Wow!

As soon as I finished cumming Mistress moved up the bed and kissed me, and I just knew that she was about to feed me my cum from her lips, just as I have been fantasizing about for ever. And that’s exactly what happened, it was all over incredibly quickly, but very hot all the same.  🙂

500,000 Page Views!

It’s just over eighteen months since I moved this blog from Blogger to Fetblogger and today we reached 500,000 page views, on average that’s something like 900 pageviews a day, which is pretty amazing considering the amount of gaps there have been in my posts, especially of late.

My continued apologies for the lack of posts, but this last few days has not been much fun, my father was rushed to hospital and is set to remain there for several days with pneumonia among other things…. hopefully he will recover soon.

But anyway, my continued thanks to all my loyal readers, hopefully there will be more exciting times ahead in the coming months.


A Flurry of Activity!

Well since my last post on the 21st, Mistress has cum three times (which is much better), and I have been teased, slapped and generally abused a similar amount. So all is good and back to normal sex wise. My back is on the mend too (thankfully), not to sure about the car yet… might find out tomorrow.

Tonight was great, after Mistress came she kissed me while she got me hard and then straddled me and rode my cock for a while. I asked her to remove her bra, which she did and allowed me to touch and suck her gorgeous breasts. It felt so good to be inside her again, but eventually she got off me and stroked my cock a bit before standing over me and having me beg to lick her ass.

Mistress continued to stroke my cock hard while I licked her asshole, and while I was very hard I didn’t get too close to the edge where I needed to ask her to stop. Definitely feels good to have had these last few days of activity, I think we both needed them.


Still here…

Once again time has flown by… apologies for the lack of posts, I have been super busy setting up another blog – I forgot how much time it takes to start one from scratch and to get a worthwhile amount of content before visiting forums and trying to get people interested… oh well, it’s up and running now. It’s nothing to do with Femdom or Chastity so I won’t be linking from here, it’s about a completely separate passion of mine.

Anyway, so what’s been happening lately? Not so much… it was my birthday last weekend (47, still look 37 honest!) and Mistress R took me away for the night to Chester where we had a great time, if you are ever in Chester and fancy a cocktail, definitely go to Kuckoo, what a brilliant place that is.

Since then (actually since last Saturday) I’ve had a very bad back, much worse than it’s been for a long time, also someone drove into me last night and may have written off my car, and worst of all I’m having major pillow problems again. I mean for fucks sake, how difficult is it to get a pillow that doesn’t piss you off? I must have bought six pillows in the last twelve months and I always end up cutting them open and making one decent pillow out of two.

This time not only does the fucking thing collapse on itself during the night, but it’s the noisiest fucking material ever as well. Aaaaaaaaaaargh!

I know you don’t come here to read about my pillow problems, and believe me if I had anything better to write about then I would. But I haven’t, it’s just one of those kind of weeks, where you just want it to end so that you can have a rest on Saturday.

As you can see, I haven’t cum again since the 7th of October, and indeed Mistress hasn’t cum for nearly a week either… which is not good. We seem to keep having these bad weeks, which is a bit annoying, but sometimes things just happen. Hopefully things will improve soon!

Nice to see that the blog is still getting plenty of action (even if we’re not), the stats are holding up surprisingly well considering I haven’t posted anything for two weeks, so thanks to you all for staying interested.

An orgasm for me!

Apologies once more for the lack of posts of late, this is partly due to not really having anything to say, and also because I am spending some time setting up another (unrelated) blog. Anyone who blogs will tell you it takes longer than you think to set one up and mine is no different.

However, last night gave me something to write about.

Wednesday night was lovely, Mistress had a nice orgasm on my tongue and then she teased me pretty hard. I was certainly left desperate to cum but I was a little disappointed that Mistress hadn’t cum harder. I always feel a little ‘out of practice’ after a few days without worshiping Mistress’s gorgeous and thought I could have done better.

Thankfully last night I felt more sure of myself and Mistress certainly had a very hard orgasm (whether that was down to me or not is open to conjecture of course) so I felt a lot better about it. Mistress got me hard and I thought it was going to be another hard teasing session, but very quickly Mistress told me she wanted me inside her and I moved between her legs and slid my cock inside her warm and very wet pussy.

I do love it when Mistress rides my cock, but it feels different when I am on top, I don’t want to say ‘better’, maybe it’s the novelty of the situation, after all I don’t get to go on top very often any more! I was feeling pretty under control as I kissed Mistress while I gently slid my cock in and out of her, but I think Mistress wanted me to cum inside her sooner rather than later because very quickly she turned onto her side. Mistress knows this makes it harder for me because I can’t resist looking at her gorgeous ass and she knows this turns me on.

In the process of turning over however, Mistress managed to stub her toe on my knee (don’t even ask how) and things could have quickly gone off the boil… as I watched Mistress wincing in pain I could feel my cock wilting. Thankfully Mistress grabbed my cock and fed it back inside her before I completely lost it and I was soon fucking her as fast as I could without losing it.

I started to slow down a little, but Mistress ordered me to go faster and harder and I had to warn her that I couldn’t without cumming. She told me she wanted me to cum inside her and hearing that I picked up the pace and within not very long at all I could feel my cum exploding inside her. I pumped a good 34 days worth of cum into her soaking pussy and then she ordered me to lay down on my back.

Mistress quickly straddled my head and I licked her pussy as (some of) my cum oozed out into my mouth, it was very hot and I would have loved to have carried on licking Mistress much longer than she allowed.

So, inevitably it’s back to day one, but as Harry Haversackers said I don’t really feel like cumming sets me back to ’empty’ anymore. I think after you go a certain amount of time it would take more than one ‘proper’ orgasm to really go back to zero, which is a good thing of course, no one wants to go back to absolute zero after all. Much better to only have to fall back so far.

Right, I have to make chilli, I hope you’re all having a good weekend.