Tonight Mistress ruined my orgasm for the second time in a few weeks, this is an interesting development since before a few weeks ago I hadn’t had a ruined one in ages. This one was much more ‘ruined’ than all my previous ones, since usually those have been completely lacking in feeling, whereas this one was much more the way I have seen others describe it. I think painful would be over-egging it, but since Mistress was stroking me up to the edge very aggressively before she let go, it was definitely a different and more intense feeling than what I have felt before. Much more frustrating as well, since the sensation was so close to tipping into a pleasurable orgasm, but just couldn’t quite make it.
And I tried, of course… but no amount of willpower or muscle contraction could compensate for the loss of Mistress fingers around my cock. So I just had to watch as my cum dribbled out, while Mistress watched and teased me with the lightest touch of her fingers before scooping it up and feeding it to me.
I noticed something as well. Mistress’s expression was different too. In the past she’s always had a mild frown about her when she’s ruined me, as if she was doing something she didn’t really want to do. But this time, it was that mildly amused look I’ve seen a lot lately… which, I’m sure I don’t need to explain – added to the erotic frustration of the event.