Yesterday was new territory for me, being my 63rd day without a proper orgasm. To celebrate, Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and then she teased me… and once again left me throbbing hard and desperate to cum.
Of course (thankfully) that feeling of absolute desperation doesn’t stick around too long, despite what some people would have you believe. I mean it’s a nice fantasy to think that we chastized men walk around all day with our balls aching and in desperate need of release, but realistically, that would make every day function a bit difficult wouldn’t it?
This was one of the many things I liked about Monkey’s comments in the second edition of Lady M & Monkey’s podcast series, that he didn’t embellish the truth. Monkey has been denied a lot longer than I have, and unlike mine, his cock is locked up too. But even he isn’t a constant gibbering wreck. If he was then being teased wouldn’t be so important, would it?
Which is not to say there aren’t times when you feel a little horny, and the denial dramatically accentuates that, because it absolutely does. But believe me, no one is walking around constantly throbbing and dizzy with lust. Although feel free to tell me I’m wrong if you are, that’s what the comments section is for after all.
So today is day 64, and tonight we are going out for a meal with friends. Tomorrow we are going lingerie shopping for Mistress, and so far the plan is for us to have our Femdom session on Sunday. There ain’t no way Mistress is letting me cum two days before a session so I can safely say that I will be making it to day 66 with no orgasm. After that, who knows…
Mistress has already equaled her record for most orgasms between any two of mine (20) and most likely that will become 21 even if I am allowed to cum at the end of our session. And of course it could be that Mistress will give me a choice on Sunday, as she often has before, whereby I have to choose between worshiping her gorgeous asshole or being allowed to cum.
I’m not sure that I’ve chosen to cum yet (maybe once), and I doubt I would this time either. But we’ll see…