Dozing and Stroking.

After a tiring week, Mistress and I went to bed reasonably early last night and slept in a bit today too. I usually get up reasonably early on Saturdays to go do the shopping, but this morning we were still in bed past nine.

We were both dozing on and off from about 6am, and later on I was watching Mistress sleep and thinking how gorgeous she looks. As I was lying there I could feel my cock starting to get hard and after a while when Mistress opened her eyes to look at the time on the ceiling (we have one of those projection clocks – which are brilliant by the way) I asked if I could touch my cock.

Mistress said I could and then closed her eyes again. As I was lying on my right side I reached down and began stroking my cock with my left hand. I actually thought Mistress had fallen back to sleep and wondered if she had when I should stop… well, before I came I guess! ๐Ÿ™‚

But after a while Mistress opened her eyes again and glanced at the ceiling again and then told me to stop. It was kind of odd stroking my cock while Mistress apparently went back to sleep / ignored me, but it still felt good. After that Mistress and I cuddled for a while before she decided it was time to get up.

It’s pretty much always Mistress who decides when to get up I’ve noticed, I don’t really like getting up out of a bed with a naked Mistress R in it. I jokingly moaned that my cock was hard again and she said ‘I’m sure Asda will take care of that’, I presume she meant going shopping would ‘cool my ardour’, not that one of the checkout girls would ‘take care of me’… that would be weird and way beyond their job description I think!

So then, since Mistress R had got up and covered up her loveliness, I pretty much had no choice but to get up, so I did…

I’m about a third of the way through the ‘Mistress’ book at the moment, but my story remains untouched – which is annoying. I wanted to get it finished last weekend and now it’s still not finished, but since I cut the hedge, mowed the lawn and cleaned the bathroom today I should be able to find time to look at it tomorrow. Along with everything else that keeps getting put off, maybe?

Friday Double Teasing.

Regarding the book I said had arrived, I’ve read the first 18 or so pages (in just a few minutes), this is a really short book and I will definitely be done with it either tomorrow or at the latest Sunday, so look out for my review of that.

Tonight Mistress and I went to bed for an hour or so, Mistress had a very nice orgasm on my tongue and then I decided it would probably be a good idea to put the cock ring on, since I am pretty tired. The last couple of weeks have been tiring work-wise, but things will be back to normal next week all being well.

I have a feeling I picked an old cock ring out of the drawer which is slightly smaller than the one I’m used to, so it felt like it wasn’t quite on right to start with and when Mistress starting slapping my balls it made that a bit more intense than usual. It was still great though and Mistress teased my cock beautifully with her mouth and hands while I used my hands to touch her all over and (obviously) tease her ass with my fingers.

I really wanted to be allowed to lick Mistress’s gorgeous ass, but since I asked last time and got told no I figured I shouldn’t ask again straight away… but maybe next time. ๐Ÿ™‚

Mistress’s pussy tasted absolutely gorgeous and I made sure to tell her so. I love Mistress’s taste, it is so damned sexy, hopefully I’ll get to taste her again before the weekend is over.

Needless to say Mistress didn’t allow me to cum, so if I don’t cum (or ruin) before Tuesday that will be the fourth straight month that I’ve had one orgasm and one ruined orgasm… in the same time Mistress has cum 36 times to my 4, giving a 9:1 ratio so far.

Also, of course, it’s Friday today and yes I got my morning teasing this morning too. Unlike the last couple of weeks I didn’t wake up hard so Mistress initially thought I wasn’t in the mood, but after she played with my balls for a little while I got hard and Mistress started teasing me. Actually for the most part she seemed content to hold my cock and let me fuck her hand, which was quite cool and definitely different!

Just a Very Quick Update.

Just so you know, I haven’t forgotten about my story, it keeps growing…. it’s up to 5,500 words now. I think it’s getting better, I’ve been reading my older stories and I’m trying to avoid repeating myself, so I’ve been changing some things here and there. The story has also evolved into almost the beginnings of an FLR story, which is something new for me to write about. Hopefully it won’t be too much longer.

My book arrived today (The Reluctant Mistress), it’s pretty short, about 90 pages or so, and some of them are only half full – big font as well. I had originally hoped that Mistress would read it, but I don’t think that’s going to happen. And to be honest I’m not sure it’s that suitable anyway, when I flicked through it seemed to be aimed at a much more ‘lifestyle’ audience, but that’s not to say there won’t be some bits that I could point out to her…

I’ll probably read it over the weekend anyway…

Reminding Myself What it Feels Like in the CB3000

As my very, very long term readers (assuming I have any very, very long term readers) will remember, despite not being under lock and key, I do own a black CB-3000 chastity device. In fact we used it as a prop in some of Mistress’s photographs last year.

I bought it…. ooooh, probably before the blog even started, maybe… not entirely sure, and Mistress was never a fan of the idea. But being a curious type I wanted to know what it felt like even if only for a brief period. Needless to say I got the one with the points of intrigue (because I’m weird like that), although I can’t tell you how they feel because I’ve never tried them (more on this later).

I haven’t tried it on for a long time, but it sits in the drawer… it’s kind of like a reminder of what could be, one day, maybe. However unlikely.

A while ago I decided to try it on again, just to see… and I have to say it wasn’t as completely hopeless as last time I tried. So the first thing you have to do is put the back ring on, this is hinged at the bottom and you hold it together with the pin (the bit the padlock goes though). Well this was the first challenge, even the biggest ring barely goes around me and getting it on without pinching the skin is a task and a half.

But finally, I managed to get it closed and the pin in and the spacer on. I decided to use the biggest spacer, although even that doesn’t seem big enough. If you want to fit the points of intrigue you have to do it here, but there is zero chance, I’m having to push my cock away from the pin as it is!

So then we have the cage, obviously the base ring kind of makes you get a little bit hard, and I’ve always thought of myself as a ‘grower not a shower’ but even a little bit hard my cock is too much too thick to fit properly. Which is kinda nice in a way! ๐Ÿ™‚

Admittedly I couldn’t be bothered to use lube, and after a lot of struggling I did manage to get about half of my cock in the cage, while the rest kind of bunched up in the gap between the cage and the back ring. My balls were completely trapped, with no movement at all, but the cage did hang better this time and I could easily wear clothes over it – which is a massive improvement over the last time.

A lot of times you read about people using these things and saying they need a smaller back ring, I’m convinced I would need a larger one. I wore the CB3000 for thirty minutes in relative comfort I have to say, but by then it felt necessary to take it off. The back ring being so tight, it feels a bit like a cock ring, if it was bigger it would probably be okay.

It did take me a long time to get it on though, about fifteen minutes I reckon. Which is a bit ridiculous. I guess it would be easier with practice, but that still leaves the issue of hygiene which I really don’t understand how that works, especially for those of us with foreskins!

I can totally see why people spend the money for a metal device if you are going to wear one. As it is it’s a moot point for me, but it’s interesting to remind myself every so often what it’s like. It’s very odd touching your clothes where your cock is and not being able to feel the pressure on your cock. I bet it really does feel incredible to wait a long time for release and then feel your Mistress’s hand or pussy it for the first time…

I think that’s why the idea still holds a massive appeal for me, and perhaps why people put up with the downsides, it must be a whole different thing to be physically unable to touch your cock, than not being ‘allowed’ to touch your cock. Even if you can keep your hands off it, you can still get properly hard, you can still feel it brushing against a sheet, or pressing against your Mistress’s ass… it’s a completely new level I’m sure.

Ah well, it’s back in it’s box now, where it will probably stay for a long time.

You Can Look But I’m Not Going to Let You Lick It…

Believe it or not, I actually fell asleep writing this post and woke up at 12:30am with the laptop still on my lap!ย 

Last night when we were in bed I asked Mistress if I could touch my cock, she allowed me to stroke it for about a minute before telling me to stop. She actually said to me ‘that’s the first time you’ve asked in a long time’, which is true.

One of the reasons for that, I’d have to say, is that I don’t feel like I can ask her that if I’m not hard already… but last night I was hard without any real reason other than I was just feelin’ horny I guess…

Tonight Mistress had her first orgasm for five days and it seemed like it was a good one, she seemed to cum a lot harder than she did last week, which is great. After some footworship, Mistress started teasing my cock, which included some very intense cock-sucking (actually a bit too intense, since it seems to have to opposite effect than you’d think), and some lovely hard ball slaps (actually she also slapped the inside of my thighs as well, which I really liked, definitely something else to add to the repertoire along with whipping my nipples!).

Mistress didn’t let me cum, but she did edge me while I gently teased her ass with my fingers. When I asked if I could lick her ass, Mistress thought for a moment, then said, ‘You can look at it, but I’m not going to let you lick it.’

She then stood over me and lowered her gorgeous ass right over my face and gave me a real close-up look at her beautiful asshole. I so wanted to lick it, but Mistress said no, and so no it was.

I don’t know why she decided that, but I love that she did, that she was happy to tease me with her ass, rather than just saying no – or indeed saying yes when she didn’t really want me to. Yes of course I was disappointed that she didn’t let me, but that’s her decision at the end of the day, and being allowed to look at Mistress’s ass was still enough to make my cock very hard again by the end of the session.

I’m So Sick and Tired of Wearing Panties…

One subject which came up on Saturday night when we were talking with our friends, was how much we all enjoyed the film ‘The Wolf of Wall Street’. ‘S’ mentioned the scene that everybody remembers, where Leo realises his journey home in the Lamborghini Countach wasn’t quite as smooth as he’d thought it was.

But another scene which I remembered was the one below, and one which I’m sure every ‘chastity’ enthusiast, or perhaps more accurately ‘tease and denial’ enthusiast, would have picked up on. Hehehe…

Well worth a watch if you haven’t seen it, it took me a long time to convince Mistress R to watch it, but she really enjoyed it. It certainly could have done with being maybe a half an hour shorter, and maybe with 30% less ‘fucks’… but still a damn good film and one I would watch again.


Insanely Hot Middle of the Night Teasing

Mistress and I were out last night, with very old friends who are great company and with whom we always have a good time. They live a little way away so we generally stay over in their huge country house. To be honest it’s like a luxury getaway for us since this is not some rundown, draughty farmhouse but a modern renovation that cost a packet to buy and another packet to renovate.

Our friends are wealthy, but they’ve earned it and they aren’t up themselves in the slightest, they actually kind of think of themselves as the scutters of the village. We get on enormously well, and we always visit them because, a) we don’t have a spare bed, and b) if they have to drive home one of them can’t drink and they’re grumpy.ย But that’s fine, it has always been this way and it really is like a night in a fancy hotel for us, so we really don’t mind.

Last night, as per usual, we called it a night about 2am, by which time I’d actually stopped yawning and was starting to wake up. Mistress and I actually got into bed about 2:20am I guess and we cuddled for a moment and talked about the night we’d had. We’d been out for a meal and it was a bit of a disaster, but it had caused us some chuckles, especially when our lady friend ‘S’ (wife of the tall, beefy, good looking friend I spoke of the other day) had learned that the restaurant had no ‘New Zealand Sauvignon Blanc’ available and her eyes nearly popped out of her head. “Well that’s just not going to work” she fumed, giving Mistress and I a handy catchphrase for the next few months no doubt…

As we talked and cuddled we started to kiss, Mistress was wearing a T-shirt and panties while I was naked and hard as a post. Mistress grabbed my cock and started stroking me while our kissing became more and more intense and passionate. At some point I reached under Mistress’s T-shirt and started teasing her nipples, and after a few moments she sat up and and stripped her T-shirt off and said to me.

“You don’t to feel my naked breasts very often do you, so make the most of it.”

OH FUCK YES!!!! it felt like my cock grew another half inch as I grabbed her gorgeous tits and pulled her closer still. ย She grabbed my cock again and pumped it hard as we started kissing again, well kissing doesn’t really do it justice, this was proper lust-fuelled snogging. It was fucking awesome.

Absolutely. Fucking. Awesome!

Mistress dragged her nails across my balls several times, I bet she wanted to slap them but she didn’t want to make any noise in our friends’ house, especially as they were just along the corridor.

Apparently (they told us the next morning) they can’t hear a thing, because the walls are two feet thick – we asked them if we kept them awake with our ‘chattering’, yes… let’s call it ‘chattering’. So that’s something to bear in mind for next time!

I wasn’t trying to ‘initiate’ penetration, though I felt like I could have penetrated Mistress from the next room, but I licked my fingers and slid my hand inside her panties. Mistress pulled my hand away and told me to lick my finger clean. I tasted her gorgeous pussy and slid my hand back between her legs, several times. Each time Mistress pulled my hand away, giggling while I sucked on her sexy nipples, and the whole time my cock was as hard as a telegraph pole. Seriously, you could have secured a ship to the dock simply by standing me on the waterside and wrapping the anchor chain around it, it was insanely hard.

This went on for some time (not long enough obviously, but some considerable time nonetheless) and after some mild begging Mistress kneeled up on the bed and pulled her panties down, allowing me to briefly taste her delicious pussy. After that Mistress and I settled down a bit and lay close together talking quietly while my cock continued to throb and ache.

We felt so close and talked about lots of stuff which I won’t go into here, suffice to say that by 3:30am we both felt totally blissed out, emotionally connected and of course, very tired!

We woke up at 7:05am, and today we feel exactly how you expect two people to feel who got 3.5hrs sleep, but it was worth it. Oh my God it was worth it… I just can’t wait to taste Mistress’s beautiful pussy again, although I suspect I may have to wait until tomorrow.

There’s Nothing ‘Gay’ About It.

Look out for a new 5,00 word story from me over the next day or so… I think it’s quite a good one, a bit different, still Femdom, but unlike any of my other stories. At the moment the title is ‘Ready to Play’, but that could change of course…

This morning Mistress stroked my cock again before I left for work, I like this new Friday morning routine, that definitely works for me. ๐Ÿ™‚ I was leaking pre-cum quite a lot as well, must have been hard a lot in my sleep last night!

One (very small) element of my new story has to do with double penetration, more specifically ‘double vaginal penetration’ (I won’t say more because I don’t want to give anything away). Funnily enough, I came across this article written about the same subject, which is well worth a read:

I definitely agree with the author on this, there’s nothing ‘gay’ about it, and it’s about time people opened their minds a bit and stopped judging everything so much. After all there’s only so many men with cocks like Pringles tubes, and wouldn’t two normal cocks feel better than one big one anyway?

Adriana seems to like it! – Look out for the hilarious roll-off by stunt-cock number one at the end of the clip.

Adriana likes a challenge apparently, you know how it is – one things leads to another and before you know it you have two cocks in your pussy and one in your ass! If nothing else it’s pretty impressive logistically… but surely you can have too much of a good thing?

Hilariously… despite her epic porno acting, it doesn’t even seem to bother her all that much…. which just goes to show what the human body is capable of I suppose.

If only that was the end of the story… but no, Adriana isn’t one to rest on her laurels apparently, but even she seems to have bitten off more than she can chew this time.

Seriously, three cocks in your ass (however briefly) that gotta hurt… although one fist is probably bigger than three cocks (even big ‘porno’ cocks). But again, logistically, those guys hit it out of the park. So, bravo to all concerned.

And of course, next time someone asks who my favourite porn star is, I’ll have a ready made answer!. ๐Ÿ™‚

A Surprise Whipping…

Mistress and I haven’t had the best of weeks since the awesome Femdom session on Sunday, the weather has been pretty tiring, especially yesterday where it was very humid (especially in my office, which left me very drained by the time I got home). So it was good to have some bed time tonight, even if we were still feeling the heat (even though it’s not really that hot now – weird!).

After Mistress had cum she sneakily got the cock whip out of the drawer and surprised me with it. Unfortunately I was really overheated from worshipping her gorgeous pussy and we should have waited a few minutes for me to cool down. Consequently my cock was very slow to react, but once I started to cool down it picked up and by the end of my little teasing session Mistress had edged me a couple of times.

I really loved that Mistress thought to get the whip out, it helps that we’ve moved it somewhere where it’s more visible and it can only help us to keep in mind to use our collection of toys on a regular basis. Mistress didn’t over use the whip, but she used it a fair bit and it felt pretty harsh on my cock-head, but all good. I really, really wanted to ask Mistress to take her bra off and let me see her beautiful breasts while she was stroking me, but once I was hard I didn’t really want her to let go in case it went south, so I didn’t. Shame, but sometimes you just have to roll with the punches. I should have gone with my gut and put the cock ring on before we started, ah well.

After she’d finished I begged to taste her pussy again and Mistress straddled my face for a few seconds. She tasted delicious, as she always does and when she got up Mistress allowed me to kiss her pussy and ass a while as she stood by the bed. Actually I really loved kissing Mistress’s ass, that’s something we don’t do very often and I would love to do that more, especially as Mistress may find it less ‘intrusive’ than licking her asshole, which I also love of course…

New Canvasses are On the Wall…

Well the new canvasses look great, I got them done by It’s the third time I’ve used them and yet again I can’t fault them on delivery, quality and price. Admittedly they aren’t as ‘heavy’ as the ones we’ve taken down but they are perfectly fine. Luckily the two sizes I wanted were on at an extra good price this last week so the pair cost less than ยฃ50, which is brilliant really.