FEMDOM SESSION: 6th August 2017

For months now I’ve been threatening to buy myself a new glass dildo like Mistress’s one with the blue spiral. Years ago, Mistress accidentally pushed her dildo into my ass – she had the ring end one in one hand and hers in the other and she got mixed up or something… anyway, I remember it felt pretty good and while the ring end dildo is good, it’s design is great in that it’s tapered so makes for easy penetration, but also quite rubbish in that it always wants to fall out!

Long term readers may remember that I bought a proper glass butt-plug from Ann Summers a long time ago, but it’s quite big, and impossible for Mistress to get out of me with her very long nails (she tried – it fucking hurt!), and we also have a rubber butt plug, which is good, but butt plugs are good for putting in and leaving in, I kinda wanted something that Mistress could put in and leave in (that wouldn’t fall out) but that she could also take out herself easily (say if I’m tied up for instance) and that she can use to fuck me with while she’s teasing me…. and maybe even when I’m coming, that would be awesome!

So the other day I went and bought an Icicles No5 Dildo (on the right), which is very similar to Mistress R’s dildo but not quite the same. Google tells me that Mistress R’s dildo is also an Icicle’s No5, so I assume I have the new version of the same thing. Quite why it needed updating I have no idea. I guess I should really let Mistress R try both and see which one she prefers, huh? I’m guessing her old one because it’s curved.

Incidentally, I ordered it from LoveHoney and got a 20% first order discount (even though I have used them before) which more than covered the carriage so I got this for about £23 or something like that. Not bad really.

Anyway, I ordered it on Monday I think, with a view to getting it here for this weekend so that we could use it in our Femdom session, or at least have it available if Mistress decided to use it, and it duly arrived on Wednesday. Unfortunately, best laid plans and all that, my tummy has been a little dodgy the last few days and sometimes you just have to be realistic and accept that ass play isn’t always on the cards. And so it was today…

We didn’t want to delay our session though, because we’ve already lost about three sessions this year and we want to double up this month and have another one at the end of the month. So, I mean this isn’t the first time that we’ve had a Femdom session where ass play is off the menu and sometimes Mistress just chooses not to do anything like that in a session, but it does put a slight damper on things going in… but actually it turned out to be one of our best sessions ever!

Mistress told me to surprise her today (rather than giving me instructions on what items to wear to start the session), so in addition to the wrist and ankle cuffs, I chose the Oxballs Ballstretcher again (so loving that) and the blindfold.

The Oxballs Ballstretcher never feels like it’s on right when you put it on, but it soon feels comfortable and it really stretches your balls, well it does mine anyway I’m what my doctor calls a ‘high-flyer’. You can get wider ones if you need them or you can double up if you have overdone it a bit…

This is the same thing twice turned inside out, oh yes… nobbles on the inside. And, I’ve just noticed they make this now as well!

No way would I be able to get one of those long ones on, intriguing though they are, but this one looks interesting and looks like a brilliant alternative to those parachute things (which are quite difficult to get on and a bit cumbersome as well).

Anyway, I’m getting distracted…

Mistress came into the room and found me waiting on my knees for her as usual. She toyed with my tightly stretched balls for a while with her toes, while she reminded me that I had failed to put her towels out for her a couple of times of late, she also asked me if I had any illegal touching to confess to, thankfully I didn’t… ‘thankfully’ because Mistress made my arse STING with that paddle, fuck me it hurt, I was bloody glad when that was over I can tell you. Ouch!

After that Mistress had me turn towards the bed and I heard her getting comfortable and then felt her foot pressed against my chest. As I started kissing her right foot Mistress was already telling me how wet she was and teasing me about the fact that I couldn’t see her, and what a shame it was because she was wearing something new and sexy.

At this point I could only assume she was talking about those new crotchless panties we got for her from Ann Summmers when we were in London, but it turned out that wasn’t the case after all. Mistress reached down and had me lick her finger clean at one point and she was obviously turned on. Guys, you know what I mean when you can tell the difference between when a woman is wet and when a woman is WET. Mistress was WET and I could taste the difference, so obvious and soooo delicious, I loved it. 🙂

After the session Mistress actually told me that she almost skipped the foot worship part of the session because she was so turned on straight away, that was really intriguing to hear, but I’m glad I got to worship Mistress’s gorgeous feet all the same.

As I continued to worship Mistress’s beautiful toes and feet, she kept up her commentary and verbal teasing, and she was really on fire today. I really wish I’d recorded this one because it was off the charts!

I don’t know whether it was my recent story that inspired her, but she was emphasizing how ‘her pleasure’ is all that matters, and how she thought that in future maybe she should have me go down on her and make her cum more than once in a session, and if that meant there wasn’t enough time left to tease me properly then that’s just how it would be. Then Mistress had me suck her glass dildo and get it wet for her, and she started teasing me about how she should have me lick her asshole while she dildoed her pussy and used her fingers on her clit. All of which sounded awesome to me… I’m all about pleasing my gorgeous Mistress, and would like nothing more than to go down on her over and over, I can never get enough of her gorgeous pussy and licking her ass while she pleasured herself would be fucking amazing! 🙂

She also said she might have me push my fingers a little way into her ass, just enough to excite her and then have me lick them clean. Oh yes, Mistress was fucking HOT today! 🙂

All of this meant my cock had been hard several times without even being touched, and I was just loving what I was hearing as I continued worshipping Mistress’s beautiful feet. I would have happily listened to her all afternoon, but soon enough Mistress had me lick her dildo clean one last time before telling me to get up on the bed.

I felt my way onto the bed and Mistress stood up in front of me, she pulled my head close to her and allowed me to taste her pussy for the first time today. She tasted absolutely incredible, and after a short time Mistress asked if I wanted to be allowed to see.

I said ‘Yes please Mistress’, but even before I had finished saying the words she snapped back, “Beg, beg for it”, in a very dominant and very hot way.

Mistress made me beg three times before she agreed to remove my blindfold, each time she was super dominant in her reply and I really loved to hear her like that.

Finally she removed my blindfold and allowed me to open my eyes and I was surprised to see that she was wearing a pair of lacy crotchless knickers that I hadn’t seen in years, and they looked fantastic on her. They are the kind that are split all the way front to back, but they kind of sit together, with just a little gap so you can just catch a glimpse of her pussy.

A little bit like these ones…

Mistress soon had me down on my back and secured me to the bed, and then she sank down on my face and had me lick her pussy. She was super turned on and now she started to pay some attention to my cock. She stood up and turned around and started stroking my cock, reaching back now and then to move her panties out of the way so I could see her pussy and ass… once I was hard enough for her, she turned around again and sank down onto my cock.

As she rode me she looked down directly into my eyes and she looked absolutely stunning then… just beautiful. She didn’t ride me for very long and then straight away she straddled my face again.

“You love how my pussy tastes when your cock has been inside it don’t you?”

I told her I love her pussy at any time, and this seemed to lead onto for me one of the hottest parts of the session. Mistress started stroking and slapping my cock and balls and began saying some incredibly hot things, which I really wish I had on tape because there’s no way I can remember all of them… which is very frustrating indeed.

She took the lead from my recent story and said how she wanted me to be ready to lick her pussy and ass whenever she wanted it no matter what, even if she had just worked out and she was all hot and sweaty, she’d want me to peel her cute little workout shorts off and lick her and make her cum. Well, you guys haven’t seen her in her shorts, but I can assure you every time I see her in them I just want to pull them down and lick her pussy and ass, so that’s a no brainer for a start!

I really can’t remember exactly what else she said, but I said yes to every single thing she threw at me, and I meant it. She carried on saying maybe she should have me worship her feet in a semi-public place where she could wear a short skirt and no panties or maybe crotchless panties or that she might have me wear a cock ring on a night out so that she can just give me an occasional discreet rub and keep me hard until we get home when she would bend over the stairs and make me lick her pussy or asshole, while my cock throbbed in my jeans…

She also said about if we were driving home some time, maybe she have me pull over the car and lick her pussy, or maybe she’d take a dildo in her handbag and she’d play with it on her way home, so that by the time we got home she’d be really ready for me to lick her and make her cum.

It was all incredibly hot and I loved every single second of it…

Then Mistress asked me if I could take another ten minutes with the ballstretcher on and then she pegged my nipples and knelt up next to me playing with her pussy. She allowed me to lick her fingers clean and then just before she left me alone she got her fingers wet again and then rubbed them on my tightly stretched balls…

I don’t know why but the pegs were pretty ineffectual today, I’m not sure they were on far enough to be honest and in fact I forgot I was wearing them, even when Mistress took them off there wasn’t the usual pain as the blood returned… so that was a bit odd.

I lay there for ten minutes or so with Mistress’s words swimming around my head and looking up at her gorgeous legs on the canvas on the wall. I must admit I was thinking how much I would love to cum on those gorgeous, super smooth sexy legs and lick them clean. 🙂

When Mistress came back she released me from my bonds and told me to remove the ballstretcher, then she settled on the bed and told me how turned on she was and how she couldn’t wait to feel my tongue and cum, but that didn’t mean I had to rush!

To be honest, I had zero intention of rushing… if anything I wanted it to go on as long as possible. Mistress was still wearing her crotchless panties (I don’t know why I always write panties, we don’t really say panties in England, but ‘knickers’ always sounds a bit shit, so I tend to go with panties) and at first I thought they might be a bit of a hindrance, but the moment my tongue touched Mistress’s beautiful lips it was clear they were going to be fine.

I really took my time and Mistress was soon giving little moans and sighs and it was clear she was really turned on. Again it’s been so long since Mistress had worn crotchless panties that I was unsure as to how easy it was going to be to slide my finger inside her, but it was no problem and I gently teased her pussy with it as I licked her and gradually started to build up the pace.

In the end it was one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever known Mistress have, and I felt so happy and satisfied knowing that I’d made her cum so hard. The thing is, to me, Mistress’s satisfaction really is the most important thing, it’s not just a ‘game’ or a fantasy to me, making her cum like that is the most wonderful thing in the world to me, so I really couldn’t have been happier after that and I wouldn’t even have minded if Mistress had just wanted to end the session there and cuddle me, although I’m very glad she didn’t… 🙂

Mistress got up and stood on the bed, she leaned forward and told me to lick her clean but there really wasn’t anything to clean up, and similarly the PVC sheet was bone dry. It was all very strange and a bit of a disappointment really because I absolutely love cleaning up Mistress’s juices…

Mistress stood by the bed and took her panties off and then she said something completely unexpected but very hot.

“I think you need to suck these clean as well.”

And then it became clear why the sheet was dry, Mistress’s panties had soaked up all her juices. Mistress pushed them towards me and I eagerly sucked on them, tasting some of her precious juice before she pulled then away – just as I found the bits that were really soaked unfortunately…

Still, Mistress wanted me to lie on my back again and she straddled me once again, and now with the panties off I could get a really good look at Mistress’s stunning pussy and ass. She reached down and started stroking my cock and asked me when the last time I was allowed to cum properly was. I told her it was in our last Femdom session, three weeks ago.

“Oh, not really that long then…” she mused as she stroked me harder.

I suspected I might be in for a ruined orgasm, because the last one I had was at the start of July and the last four months I’ve had one of each every month. But instead Mistress asked me to choose between being allowed to cum, or licking her ass while she stroked my cock. Well, even though I’m kinda craving tasting my cum again, there was only ever going to be one answer to that, I really desperately wanted to lick her gorgeous ass, so I didn’t even need to think about that for a second.

Mistress had me beg to lick her gorgeous ass and and told me that if I got close I was to tell her otherwise I would be severely punished. I’m pretty sure Mistress was trying pretty hard to edge me and make me stop her, but I was really in control today and I managed to get four periods of licking Mistress’s delicious ass before I had to warn her off, which seemed to coincide with her stopping anyway, in fact I’m not even sure she heard me…

After making Mistress cum so hard it was even more Heavenly worshipping her gorgeous asshole, I really don’t know how I managed to hold back so well because Mistress was really stroking me hard, and slapping my balls sometimes too, which makes it even harder for me to hold back! 🙂

Mistress straddled me one more time and reached for her dildo again.

“I think you deserve one last taste of pussy,” she said as she slid the glass cock inside her one more time.

She offered it to my mouth and I sucked it clean and then she got off the bed and teased me a little more, bending over and showing me her gorgeous ass, before she told me the session was over.

After the session Mistress and I cuddled a while and I told her how much I honestly loved the things she had said, and how much I wanted her to believe me that I really would worship her pussy and ass whenever and wherever she wanted, and I would love to eat her pussy or ass after she had worked out, that would be awesome!

Mistress kinda giggled at that but I told her it wasn’t funny, I really mean it.

I’m sure she thinks these things are hot to say in the moment, but I want her to know that I really mean it when I say I would do these things for her. I just want her to feel absolutely adored and worshipped and I just don’t think Mistress has ever really totally understood just how much I adore licking her pussy and ass, and how I would do it without hesitation whenever she wanted it. No matter what.

I mean, guys, how hot would it be to come home to find your wife doing her post-workout cooldown in her tight little exercise shorts and then her having you peel them off and lick her pussy or ass before she had her shower? Fucking incredible right!

I also said to her that I’m sure if she could try it once and then she really knew I would do it whenever she asked it would make her feel a lot more confident about doing it again. I really, really hope she will do this, whether it’s post-workout, when we come back from a night out and she’s dressed nice with slutty shoes on, or even just any old time, it doesn’t matter, I just want her to feel she can demand my tongue at any time and it will be eager to worship and/or please her. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see…

Wow, this post has taken me HOURS to write… fucking unbelievable session though. 🙂

FEMDOM SESSION – 16th July 2017

Some of the items we used today!

Last night I spent quite a long time kneeling on the floor kissing Mistress’s gorgeous legs and feet as she lay on the sofa reading. I love kissing Mistress’s feet and her legs are so sexy I just didn’t want to stop… unfortunately Mistress eventually stopped me, but at least I knew there was a Femdom session in the offing today.

It’s been seven weeks since our last our last session, and I think we really needed one to re-affirm the Femdom side of our relationship and the feelings of closeness and connection it brings.

Mistress instructed me to wear the blindfold and the Oxballs ball stretcher alongside my regulation cuffs today, so when she came into the bedroom to find me waiting for her on my knees I was unable to see her. I was pretty sure that she would be wearing her new PVC skirt though and indeed that proved to be the case, but for the moment I was in the dark.

Mistress teased my balls with her foot as she asked me if I had anything to ‘confess’, at one point she dug her toe nail into my balls slightly which was a little painful, but hot of course at the same time…

I had to confess to some lapses and Mistress delivered thirteen or so very, very stingy slaps with the paddle to my backside. I really am a bit of a wuss when it comes to the paddle, the pain doesn’t last but it stings like hell at the time and leaves me panting for breath quite easily. I love that Mistress does it though, I know that sounds weird, but while I don’t generally enjoy pain for the sake of pain, that fact that Mistress is doing it makes it special for me.

After my punishment Mistress had me turn towards the bed and she quickly grabbed her favourite glass dildo from the bedside table and told me to worship her foot while she started playing with herself. She teased me about not being able to see what she was doing, but instead described it in great detail anyway, which I really enjoyed hearing. Particularly when she said:

“I’m just holding myself open with my left hand now and rubbing my clit with the head of the dildo.”

Needless to say, between the pull of the ballstretcher, the eroticism of her beautiful feet and the commentary from Mistress my cock was quite hard, and I was pleasantly surprised when Mistress told me that as a special treat she was going to allow me to stroke my cock gently while I worshiped her. I’m not sure she’s ever done that in a session before, or if so very, very rarely.

She continued to toy her pussy above me for a while and then told me to stop stroking, which I did immediately. I loved being told to stroke and stop when she wanted, that was very hot for me. A little while later she allowed me to stroke my cock again, and again I stopped immediately when she told me to and though it was a little hard to concentrate I think I did a pretty good job of worshiping Mistress’s gorgeous feet at the same time.

Eventually Mistress slid the dildo inside her sexy pussy and a while later she had me suck it clean for her. I really love doing this, especially as this is always the first time I get to taste her delicious pussy in a session.

“You love cleaning my dildo don’t you slave? I bet I know what you’d really like… I bet you would love it if I let you cum inside me and then I used my dildo and made you lick it clean…”

My cock was throbbing hard after she said this. OMG so fucking hot!

“I haven’t decided if I’m going to let you cum today yet, but if I do I might just make you cum on the (PVC) sheet and lick it up… or I might pick it up with this (her dildo) and make you clean it, or I might just rub my foot in it and make you lick it clean…”

My cock was absolutely bulging after that and it made it hard to concentrate, but I absolutely love worshipping Mistress’s gorgeous feet and I tried so hard to make it good for her as she continued playing with her pussy above me.

Shortly after that she stopped and pulled her feet away, then she got off the bed and helped me got onto the bed but told me to stay on my hands and knees. This suggested I was either getting some more punishment or something in my ass, and it turned out to be the latter.

Mistress slid the ring ended glass butt plug into my ass and then told me to turn over on my back. She secured me at all four corners and then started teasing and slapping my cock and balls. Thankfully it wasn’t too long before she took the blindfold off and I was able to look up at her standing over me in my favourite PVC cupless top and her brand new PVC skirt. She looked incredible and she had me suck on her dildo once again before sliding it into her pussy.

I love watching her use her dildo or touch herself, it’s so unbelievably hot for me and after having me suck it clean again she sank down onto my face so that I could finally taste her gorgeous pussy properly. It was so good, she tasted so wonderful and she was already pretty wet… her flavour made my cock rock hard again and Mistress turned around and started abusing my cock and balls again while I got to stare up at her beautiful pussy and ass.

Mistress started teasing me about how badly I wanted to taste her ass, she lowered her ass right onto my face but didn’t give me permission to lick it. Then she told me to close my eyes and stick out my tongue, she lowered herself again and I felt my tongue very gently brush against her asshole.

Mistress turned around and sank down on my cock, that felt fucking amazing – I can’t even tell you how incredible that felt, to be inside her silky, wet pussy with my ass plugged and my balls stretched, I would absolutely love to cum inside her like that.

Mistress only allowed me a few strokes before she lifted off and started slapping and scratching my balls again, then she turned around and I watched as she sank down on my cock again, what a gorgeous sight that was. At some point Mistress reached down and took hold of the ring end of the butt plug and twisted it round inside me, that felt fantastic as well.

I was starting to get a bit overheated by this point, and my cock was wilting a little bit, so I was actually quite glad when Mistress got off the bed and picked up the clothes pegs, she clipped them onto my nipples and then turned on the fan in the corner before leaving me alone to cool off a bit.

The fan was very welcome, but my ballstretcher was definitely starting to take it’s toll. Like the Cocksling, once this has been on for half an hour or more it can start to sting a bit, and if there’s nothing to take your mind of it, it can be a little uncomfortable. But it wasn’t too bad really… I assumed Mistress would have me take it off as soon as she came back in to the room anyway.

I was wrong about that, but in the event I didn’t care a bit. When she came back the first thing I noticed was that Mistress had removed her skirt, she looked absolutely stunning and I watched as she picked up the Rodeoh strap on and start sliding it up her silky smooth legs. She looked so fucking sexy then with that orange cock sticking out from between her legs and she quickly mounted the bed, straddled me and told me to suck her cock.

I looked up at her as I sucked her rubber cock, she looked so gorgeous I felt my cock starting to stir again and then she pulled back and plucked the pegs from my nipples, even before the shock of it had subsided she had snatched up the small cock-whip and started using it to whip my nipples.

This was a first, and I loved it, it felt even better than I thought it might and by the time Mistress abated my cock was rock-hard again. Mistress untied me and told me to turn over and to get on my hands and knees. I dropped my head onto the pillow and pushed my ass back as Mistress fed the tip inside me.

I really love being fucked by Mistress, it’s so intense physically and emotionally that I don’t even mind that it’s usually fairly brief. Mistress fucked my ass pretty good today, stopping a few times to reach under and stroke my cock or scratch my tightly bound balls (still trapped in the ballstretcher). Mistress asked if I could take another ten strokes and I said I could, I would have took whatever she wanted to give me but I must admit I was slightly worried that I might ruin onto the sheet if she carried on too long.

Mistress completed the strokes and one more ‘for luck’ before ordering me up onto my knees on the bed. Mistress discarded the condom and then stood on the bed in front of me and told me to suck her cock. I would have loved to suck her cock for longer, as it was very brief, but by this time I think Mistress was impatient to feel my tongue on her pussy and she jumped off the bed and slid the Rodeoh pants off before taking up her place back on the bed, her legs spread wide as she ordered me down between her legs to lick her beautifully trimmed pussy.

Thankfully, while she was sliding off the Rodeoh pants she asked me if I needed to take the ballstretcher off and I took the opportunity to relieve myself of it. I love it but I’m not used to it and having it on for forty minutes or so is quite enough at the moment.

There’s no getting away from the fact that Mistress generally has her hardest orgasms during our Femdom sessions, I don’t know which particular bit of them gets her going the most or whether it’s just the whole shebang, but this time was no different and Mistress came very hard indeed – which of course I loved! My face was soaked with her juices, which I also loved and once she’d finished coming Mistress put her foot on my shoulder to push me back, stood up and had me lick all her juices off her skin and off the sheet before telling me to lie down on my back again.

Mistress started stroking my cock and I was soon hard again, she straddled me once more and I told her how I thought her pussy looked even more gorgeous now that she’d cum and it was still wet and glistening, I would have loved to lick it clean for her but she soon distracted me by parting her cheeks and asking me how badly I wanted to lick her ass.

I begged to lick her and told her how much I adore her ass. I really do, if I had my way I would lick her ass every single day, I fucking love it, I adore every part of Mistress’s gorgeous body and I just want to show her that every single day. Mistress continued stroking my cock as she lowered her ass towards my waiting tongue, it felt so good tasting her while she stroked my hard cock.

In all she allowed me to beg and lick her gorgeous asshole four times, it was absolute Heaven, but strangely I wasn’t getting to the edge. To be honest I think it was partly because I didn’t think Mistress had any intention of letting me cum today, I mean it’s not even three weeks since she let me cum last time and only a couple of weeks since I was ruined.

So I kinda went a bit early with warning Mistress that I was getting close, because while I could feel it starting it wasn’t anywhere near ‘panic stations’, which almost backfired on me when she said ‘Ok you can cum, but only if you can cum before I count to ten’.

“Shit!” I thought… but with the sight of Mistress’s gorgeous pussy and ass above me by the time she’d got to three I was already there and Mistress pumped a HUGE amount of cum out of my cock which flew absolutely everywhere and felt amazing. Once she got to ten she stopped and then pushed her fingers towards my mouth for me to clean. I was so drained… it was absolutely incredible, so fucking hot, what an amazing session! 🙂

 

FEMDOM SESSION: 28th May 2017

Mistress and I have not been sleeping well this week and last night was pretty short for me at least. But after a little debate we decided to push ahead with our planned Femdom session, and we are both so glad we did.

The other day, something very unusual happened. Mistress was teasing me quite hard and I warned I was getting close but it was really borderline… I could tell it had gone further than usual but I wasn’t quite sure how far until Mistress commented that I had really pushed it. Evidently I had leaked a small amount of cum, although it must have been only a drop or two.

So come the start of the session and Mistress decided to punish me for it, as technically I had cum without permission, albeit it hadn’t been intentional and it was barely at all. So with my ass stinging from the whip and paddle she settled me down to worship her gorgeous feet while she played with her glass dildo. Unfortunately I was blindfolded and couldn’t see any of what was going on (although even if I wasn’t no doubt Mistress would have told me to keep my eyes down).

She teased me about not being able to see and suggested that one day soon she might have me sitting on a chair at the end of the bed while she plays with her glass dildo. She said that I wouldn’t be able to touch my cock, I’d just have to sit there hard and aching, watching her pleasure herself.

Wow, I like the sound of that. 🙂

I really enjoyed worshipping her beautiful feet and my cock was pretty hard without being touched as I sucked on her toes and listened to her teasing words. Then Mistress had me up on the bed and gave me some more punishment with the paddle, before letting me lie down on my back.

Once secured she grabbed some lube and started stroking my cock, she stood over me, giving me sight of her gorgeous pussy and ass and then sat on my face, allowing me my first taste of her glorious juices. Mistress teased and slapped my cock and balls quite a bit, sometimes sitting on my face, sometimes teasing me with her ass and even sliding my cock inside her at one point for a short ride.

The time went so quickly and before I knew it Mistress was pushing a dildo in my ass and pegging my nipples, only to leave me alone for a good ten minutes,

When she returned Mistress had removed her skirt, but not her bra (so I didn’t get to see her gorgeous breasts at all in this session 🙁 ). She untied me and removed the pegs, which hadn’t hurt at all up until the point she removed them… ouch! Then she had me sit up and remove my cock ring.

I was so happy to be allowed to lick Mistress beautiful pussy and make her cum, it was fantastic and Mistress came super hard, which I absolutely loved. 🙂

Before the break’ Mistress had asked me where I wanted to be allowed to cum, if she let me. I thought about her stunning feet, but with her ass right in front of me, the thought of licking my cum off of it was too much to resist. Mistress asked me for a second choice and again I thought about her feet, but in the end I had to say her breasts.

Now Mistress was standing over me again with her beautiful pussy and ass right above me as she stroked my cock hard. She had me beg to lick her ass and allowed me to lick it three times, which was so fucking hot (especially in light of something she said earlier – we’ll get to that in a minute).

Then she asked me if I had changed my mind about where I wanted to cum, again it was tempting to say her feet, because I FUCKING LOVE HER FEET and licking my cum off of them is so hot and submissive… but I said no, and Mistress stroked me hard and fast and told me to get ready to take over. She let go of my cock and got on all fours, while I took my cock in hard and moved behind her.

That was slightly weird, kneeling behind her and jerking my cock. The temptation to push my cock inside her hot, wet pussy was huge, I mean I can’t even remember the last time I got to fuck Mistress from behind like that, but it’s a long-ass time ago I can assure you!

But of course, I didn’t… I jerked my cock until I started to cum and while some of it did reach Mistresses ass, quite a bit fell short onto the PVC sheet we use for these sessions. When I finished cumming Mistress told me to lick it up and I bent down and started to lick my cum off her sexy ass. There was quite a bit on there and thankfully some had found it’s way between her cheeks, so it was totally ‘necessary’ for me to stick my tongue in there and lick her asshole clean too. 🙂 🙂 🙂

Once I had cleaned Mistress she told me to lick my cum up from off the sheet and then declared the session over.

But there’s more… and this is my favourite part, which is saying something when you think what just happened! Earlier in the session Mistress was standing over me, stroking my cock and teasing me with her ass. I told her how much I love her ass and how I would lick it everyday if she would let me, anytime day or night and how I would never ever refuse to worship it if she told me to.

Mistress ran with this idea and said she was going to make me her ‘Ass slave’, saying she would email me during work that when I got home I was going to lick her ass, or that she would come up to me any time it pleased her and tell me to drop what I was doing and come with her and lick her ass.

This has been a fantasy of mine for a very long time, I love the thought of her doing this, I love the thought of ass worship not having to be part of ‘sex’, but more like foot worship, possible at any time without it having to be part of something else, just ass worship for the sake of worshipping Mistress’s beautiful ass, just to show her how much I love her ass and how much I love being allowed to worship it.

I can’t remember exactly when this happened during the session, but it was before I was left alone because I spent the whole ten minutes dreaming about various scenarios where Mistress would have me lick her asshole, just to show her how much I loved it. I would really love it if one night Mistress and I went out and she was wearing a fitted stretchy dress like she often does and her sluttiest shoes, that when we came home she would just bend forward on the stairs or the sofa and tell me to get down on my knees, lift her dress up, pull her panties down and show me how much I love worshipping her ass.

Oh fuck yes! It can’t happen too soon for me!

FEMDOM SESSION: 24th April 2017

Mistress and I are off work this week, well Mistress is, I’m off Monday to Wednesday (cos I’m the only person at my work who can do the end of month crap – and Easter fell in the middle of the month, and we don’t have time off when the kids are off school).

So, rather unusually, we had our Femdom session on a Monday for a change. Stupidly, Mistress and I were up way too late last night (2am) which could have scuppered things, but we both wanted to have the session no matter what because we both know that after the first few minutes the adrenaline kicks in and any tiredness we might have been feeling will wear off.

It’s been about seven weeks since our last session, and inevitably I had succumbed to the odd illegal stroke here and there. Not too many actually, but Mistress didn’t ask that… I think she was too excited about whipping my ass to be honest! After my ‘punishment’ (and quite stingy it was too – paddle and whip) I was turned to face the bed on my knees (I forgot to mention I was blindfolded, and wearing the Oxballs cocksling – more on that later).

A considerable amount of foot worship followed, which I really enjoyed, especially as Mistress gave me a running commentary about what she was doing further up the bed with her glass dildo. A few times she stopped and had me suck it for her, allowing me just a taste of her delicious pussy.

When Mistress was satisfied she had me up on the bed and tied me down on my back. The blindfold came off and I saw Mistress standing over me in a black bra and her PVC skirt. She lifted the front and allowed me to watch her slide the dildo into her pussy again, before she let me suck it again.

Then she sank down onto my face and I got to taste her pussy properly for the first time. This instantly woke my cock up and thereafter Mistress spent a lot of the next probably fifteen minutes standing over me, teasing me with the sight of her pussy and ass while stroking and slapping my cock.. interspersed with all too brief periods of face sitting. Mmmm, lovely!

Mistress asked me where I might like to be allowed to cum, IF she was to allow me to cum today… actually she asked me how long it was since I’d cum ‘properly’ first (38 days), and then asked me where I’d  been thinking about being allowed to cum. I said I’d been thinking about cumming on her gorgeous feet, well there’s barely a day goes by I don’t think about licking my cum off her sexy feet to be honest.

Mistress noted my answer, but still felt it necessary to ‘run through the options’, which is always a good idea before one makes a decision. She suggested I might want to cum on her gorgeous tits (yes), inside her pussy (yes), or all over her ass (yes) and lick her asshole clean (yes indeed).

Mistress slipped her bra down to reveal her stunning tits and rubbed them against my cock before offering them to my mouth, then commented about ‘wouldn’t I like to see my cum all over them’ again. Well, I’m only human after all. 🙂

Mistress then decided to leave me alone for a few minutes, with clothes pegs on my nipples, but no dildo in my ass this time – I don’t know if she forgot or not – and even before she left the Oxballs was starting to sting. Five minutes without much to take my mind off it was more than enough and I was super glad when she came back and untied me and told me to take it off. To be honest the mild pain of the pegs being removed went almost unnoticed, I was so happy to get the Oxballs off!

Mistress then told me to turn over and get on all fours and I heard her applying lube to my glass butt dildo. Mistress pushed it in and then very briefly worked it in my ass a little bit, but soon it was pulled out again and discarded. While part of me was a little bit disappointed, at the same time I wasn’t really feeling it as far as feeling good ‘tummy’ wise, so I wasn’t too upset that she didn’t get behind me with her strap on and give me a good fucking (though I hope it will happen soon).

Perhaps Mistress was just impatient to feel my tongue on her pussy? 🙂

Because next Mistress climbed on the bed and stood in front of me, pulling me towards her so that I could lick her beautiful pussy for a few seconds. Then she sank down on the bed and told me to lick her and make her cum. This was bliss, Mistress tasted amazing (as always) and she came super hard (nothing to do with the whipping and cock slapping I’m sure… 🙂 ).

Then Mistress turned me on my back and stood over me. When I slid my hands up the backs of her gorgeous legs Mistress gently removed my hand and tied my hands back to the bed again. Now she started stroking my cock and teasing me with the sight of her ass and her sodden, open pussy… now the Oxballs was off Mistress could slap my balls without caution (try slapping your balls with a cock ring on, it fucking hurts!) and she stroked and slapped me for quite some time before letting me beg to worship her asshole.

Mistress allowed me three very short periods of ass-licking and then she settled at the side of me. She brought up the subject of where I’d like to be allowed to cum again and I said I’d also like to cum on her gorgeous legs…

Mistress said, but your number one choice would still be to cum while I was slapping your balls? I said yes, and Mistress continued stroking me really hard and fast. Weirdly I wasn’t really getting close, which was amazing considering how fast and hard my cock was being stroked, but Mistress turned up the heat and got me to the edge.

“You really love having your cock and balls slapped and tortured don’t you, I think you’d like me to slap and abuse them every day even if there wasn’t any other teasing at all…”

There was more but I can’t remember what was said, more the way it was said, which was quite aggressive and extremely fucking hot! I can quite clearly say that my gorgeous wife never looks hotter than when she’s in Mistress mode and this ‘aggressive’ attitude took that hotness to a whole new level. No wonder I was soon getting to the edge… FUCKING AMAZING. 🙂 🙂 🙂

Mistress told me she was going to allow me to cum and after the first couple of spurts she let go and gave my nuts a big slap before grabbing my cock and pumping it hard again. It was fantastic (although not quite what I expected*) and Mistress fed the cum that had spattered all over fingers to me before untying me and fetching me a glass of water.

I felt quite exhausted after that, happy and exhausted and Mistress and I spent a little while in bed (where we were joined by our cat who wanted some fuss) cuddling and planning the rest of our week off.

 

*Sometimes when Mistress is teasing me she strokes me with her right hand and slaps me repeatedly with her left hand. This is awesome and that was perhaps more what I was ‘expecting’, what happened was still great though, but I’d still like to cum being repeatedly slapped and stroked throughout. 🙂

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th March 2017

Hard to believe, but it’s been six long months since our last Femdom session.

Six – long – months.

The last one was on the 4th of September, and then I guess for whatever reason the October one got delayed and then my Dad got ill, and then of course he died and then our cat got ill and died and then it was Christmas.

Since Christmas we’ve had various ups and downs health wise and my cock has been a bit unreliable as well, hard as steel one day, hard as cotton wool the next – for no apparent reason.

So I must admit I’ve been a bit reluctant to have a session because after so long I don’t want it to go badly and for us then to become apprehensive about doing it again and so on.

Thankfully today was fucking great and I can’t wait until the next one! 🙂

What we really needed was a nice back to basics session today, and that was exactly what we had. I didn’t put the strap-on out because I wasn’t sure it was a good idea, my stomach has been giving me trouble for the past few weeks and I thought maybe just try the glass ring dildo this time and see how that goes before going the full hog.

Some may see that as topping from the bottom, but I’m 100% sure Mistress would rather play it safe as well.

And so the session began with me on my knees, blindfolded and wearing the Oxballs Cocksling (first time in 6 months). Mistress entered and we had a brief discussion about how things had gone awry these last six months and how the whole Femdom-control side of our relationship had gone by the wayside. The conclusion of which was that Mistress reiterated that I am not permitted to touch my cock without permission and then proceeded to whip my ass quite hard as punishment for all the times I’d stroked and edged since our last session.

Truth be told it was a very lenient punishment for six months of infractions, but it still stung like buggery for someone who’s not used to (or a fan of) pain. At least I was spared the paddle, and I’m sure it helped get Mistress in the mood for the rest of the session. 🙂

Aside from post orgasm foot worship, the last six months the whole foot worship thing has completely gone out of the window so it was absolutely lovely to get the time to lavish attention on Mistress’s beautiful feet properly. While I was sucking on her toes and covering every centimetre of her pretty feet with kisses Mistress was playing with her favourite glass dildo (and enjoying every second by all accounts).

Mistress switched between giving me a running commentary of what she was doing and teasing me about how much I’d love to see her getting fucked by her dildo or another man’s cock… and how she’d make me suck his cock first and then clean her after he’d cum inside her.

A couple of times Mistress had me suck her dildo so that I could taste her pussy, and I took it as deep into my mouth as I could each time, eager to get as much of her taste as possible.

Eventually she brought up the subject of my voucher and asked me if I’d decided where I wanted to be allowed to cum. I said that I had, and Mistress asked me what my decision was. I told her that I wanted to cum on her pussy and thighs, but thought little of it as previously vouchers have been null and void during sessions.

Mistress informed me that now that I had told her I wasn’t allowed to change my mind, but told me that I might get another voucher later in the year – but that I might have to do something to ‘earn’ it.

Mistress had me up on the bed and quickly secured my ankles and wrists before removing my blindfold to reveal her standing over me holding her glass dildo. Mistress looked absolutely gorgeous, with her leather skirt and her strappy PVC top which shows off her beautiful breasts to perfection. Mistress’s nipples were swollen and hard as well, which I love to see.

Mistress slid her dildo inside her wet pussy for a few seconds and then pushed it into my mouth once again. Then she discarded the dildo and sank down onto my face as I greedily lapped at her pussy. Mistress said something about how I love feeling her legs pinning me down as she forces me to eat her pussy… not that I really need forcing since I love it so much! 🙂

Soon Mistress lifted off and turned round to focus her attention on my cock, whilst giving me a perfect view of her pussy and ass. Mistress stroked a while, teasing me about how much she knew I wanted to lick her ass and how much I’d love to see her dildo or my cock sliding inside her gorgeous asshole.

I begged Mistress to let me lick her ass, but she said she didn’t know if I deserved it yet and continued stroking my cock. She sat on my face several times, having me lick her gorgeous slit each time, before grabbing some lube from the bedside table and lubing up my cock while she knelt by my side. This felt amazing, and Mistress held my cock while she bent forward and allowed me suck each of her nipples in turn.

I told Mistress how gorgeous her breasts looked, and that they would look even better covered in cum. She smiled and reminded me that it was too late to change my mind (maybe this was the moment when she said about me earning another voucher later in the year).

Then Mistress decided it was time for me to have something up my ass and grabbed the glass ring dildo and lubed it up. It had been so long since I had anything up my ass I was a little apprehensive, but it felt okay and as usual within a few minutes it was almost forgotten.

Mistress then attached clothes pegs to my nipples and told me she was going to leave me alone for a short while. I relaxed a little too soon and Mistress caught me completely unawares with the cock whip, once across my balls and once across my cock. It was quite stingy and made me ‘sit up and take notice’ so to speak, but it was really hot to see her face smiling at me afterwards… I love that she enjoys hurting me, so fucking sexy!

One thing that hasn’t changed in the last six months is that as soon as I’m left alone and I start to soften, for some reason the Oxballs starts to sting my balls pretty badly. I guess it had been on about forty minutes at that point, but it’s only when you start to go soft that it has any effect. I don’t really understand that since you’d think it would make it looser. Mind you, my balls seemed pretty big when I was trying to get the Cocksling on, but more on that later!

When Mistress returned she had removed her skirt but was still wearing the PVC top and looked absolutely stunning. She stood over me and smiled at me as she removed the clothes pegs (I could almost hear her pussy getting wetter as I winced and flinched…). 🙂

Mistress removed the ring dildo and I was pleased that it felt okay. I still think it was a good idea to forego the strap-on this time though. It was a relief to get the Cocksling off and once Mistress had untied me she told me to kneel up on the bed and then stood in front of me, pulling my head forward so that I could gently lick her pussy.

After a short while Mistress lay down on the bed and spread her legs either side of me, she looked so incredible, I couldn’t wait to bury my face between her legs and lick her to orgasm. Mistress smiled at me and told me it was time for me to worship her pussy and make her cum and I slid down between her sexy thighs, wondering how soon it would be before I was doing this again and licking my cum off of her skin and delicious pussy.

After a while Mistress came nice and hard, she grabbed my head as she came, first pushing it away and then pulling it forward as she spasmed under my tongue. She was lovely and wet and Mistress got up and stood on the bed, facing away from me before telling me to lick her clean. Once I had licked every drop of pussy juice from between her legs and off her ass she got off the bed and told me to lick the PVC sheet clean as well.

Then Mistress got back on the bed and bent forward, leaning on the solid wooden bed head. Mistress ordered me to lick her ass and I parted her cheeks with my hands before pressing my tongue against her puckered hole. This didn’t last long, sadly… but I was already wondering if perhaps Mistress was going to let me cum and if she was, was she going to let me use my voucher?

Mistress instructed me to lie on my back and she stood over me again, before grabbing my cock and stroking it while she lowered her ass onto my face again. I love licking Mistress’s gorgeous ass and I’m glad this is one thing that hasn’t been absent from our lives this last six months.

After a while Mistress told me to kneel on the bed and she moved so that she was sitting in front of me stroking my cock. Then she told me that she was going to allow me to cum and that she was going to allow me to use my voucher. She moved back so that she was laying against the pillows with her legs spread either side of me.

She told me to stroke my cock and then started playing with her pussy, telling me it was waiting for me to pump my cum all over it and lick it off. I stroked faster and moved closer, she looked super hot like that and it wasn’t long before I could feel my balls churning. I stroked faster and harder still and within a few seconds I felt the first spurt of cum erupt from my cock and splash over her gorgeous inner thighs. I pumped slower then, but my cum kept flowing. Thirty days worth of cum splattered all over Mistress’s beautiful pussy. I couldn’t believe how much there was, it was a massive load and as the flow subsided I paused for a moment before I sank down and began to lick it all up.

It was super hot, I just couldn’t believe how I had produced so much cum, it looked so erotic dripping down Mistress’s wet pussy lips and I loved licking it up and licking Mistress’s pussy clean. 🙂

When I had finished Mistress got off the bed while I remained where I was, and she moved behind me and slapped my ass a few times with her hand, reminding me about my promises not to touch my cock without her permission, before declaring the session over..

= = =

Receiving a voucher is always nice, and I’m glad I had a little time to think about what I really wanted to do. If I’d had to make the decision quickly I would most likely have chosen to cum on Mistress’s beautiful feet or her sexy breasts. Seeing Mistress’s hard nipples today definitely made me think twice, but I’m happy with my choice. Chances are if I had chosen to cum on Mistress’s tits she would have most likely have wanted me to jerk myself off while she lay on her back and while that’s nice enough it doesn’t really create the same effect as when Mistress is upright and her breasts look full and super-sexy.

A while back I said I would probably choose Mistress’s feet to cum on, and cumming on her feet is probably the most ‘submissive’ place… but since I had the choice I really wanted to do something I had never done before and to know what it’s like. Given another voucher I would definitely have to think very carefully about what I would choose, because today was absolutely awesome, and I would love to do it again.

Femdom Session: 4th September 2016

My longest period of chastity yet has finally come to an end. My last orgasm was on the 23rd of June, which I reckon makes the new record 72 days, a whole ten days longer than the previous record, which was (coincidentally) set on the 23rd of June 2016!

I went into our session today, thinking it was more than likely that Mistress would have me cum and when it came down to it, I had absolutely no reservations about cumming whatsoever. Yes tomorrow I’ll be waking up on day one again, but it’s amazing how quickly it goes by and before you know it you’re two weeks in and then it’s not long until your first ruin and… then it’s 35 days and you can’t quite believe it already!

I think Mistress probably expected me to get close while she was stroking my cock, my tongue buried in her ass… but I held back magnificently. But after that she straddled me and rode my cock, looking down at me looking as sexy as hell with her red lipstick on and it started to get harder and harder to resist.

Mistress piled on the pressure, talking about how wet her pussy was and how good my cock felt inside her and how much I must want her to let me shoot in her pussy after so long. Eventually I cracked and told her I was getting close. Mistress smiled and pounded my cock harder still, telling me to cum inside her.

It felt pretty fucking amazing, I can tell you. I haven’t cum inside my gorgeous Mistress since April (134 days, also a new record), so that was something I was really longing to do. And her pussy felt incredible as she milked my cock dry… no sooner had I finished cumming and she was up and dropping her soaking pussy on my face for me to lick her clean. To be honest there wasn’t much to clean up, my cum was planted deep inside her, but it was still very hot anyway.

Mistress was pretty amazing throughout the whole session, I particularly liked when she talked about edging me and slapping the cum out of my balls. I really hope she does that one day soon. And watching her sliding down on my cock from behind was pretty awesome… Not to mention I had some very, very intense strap-on play. That was something else… very intense and definitely made me rethink the need for a bigger strap-on!

I am thinking seriously about getting another glass dildo like Mistress R’s, for my own use. Ages ago, Mistress used her dildo on my by mistake (she had her dildo in one hand and the ring end dildo in the other and she pushed hers inside me!). I knew straight away it wasn’t the ring-end one and it felt okay. Sometimes the ring end one just won’t stay inside me, which is why I bought the glass butt plug, but that is a bit too wide and is a nightmare to get out (Mistress certainly can’t do it with her nails) plus she can’t ‘fuck’ me with it. I would really like for Mistress to edge me and then fuck my ass until I ruin, I am sure that would be the most frustrating orgasm ever. 🙂

Mistress did look absolutely gorgeous today, she looks amazing when she’s full on into the session, so beautiful, sexy, hot and just fucking WOW!

Another awesome session, and another period of denial is over.

FEMDOM SESSION: 8th of August 2016

As some of my regular readers will know, I am still struggling with the story that I have been writing for the last six weeks. Well not so much struggling, as it must be a week now since I did any work on the damned thing… but certainly not getting anywhere. And as I said a few days ago, for some reason my mind is coming up with all sorts of material that I really don’t to advance that project.

And so it was today. As I drove home from work I was coming up with huge chunks of dialogue, which is very annoying because I can’t write and drive at the same time! And this really was huge complete chunks of text coming to me all at once, so what I did was pull into the car park near where we live, got my laptop out and started putting it down. I did this because I knew that if I went straight home I would then get involved with doing something and by the time I got a chance to put some of this stuff down literally 5 or 6 hours would have gone by and I would be pulling my hair out trying to remember everything.

So the good news is that I have the bulk of a short story right there on the page and it’s not going to get expanded and padded out too much. This is perfect because it ticks a lot of boxes for me. I wanted to get back to writing harder material and this certainly fulfills that objective. I wanted to get something on Literotica because it’s nearly a year since I posted anything, and on top of that it gives me a bit of breathing space to work on my 10,000 word story that I’ve been toiling at for the last however long it is now.

Truth be told I might even be tempted to write another short story before I finish that one. It’s become such a ‘thing’, that I can’t even contemplate attacking it without a good two or three clear hours to get my teeth into it. I’m sure it will be good when it’s done, but it’s one of the most difficult, perhaps the most difficult, story I’ve ever written.

So I would say, watch out for a new story from me in the next few days, but recent experience has told me to be uber cautious about shit like that…

Anyway, tonight Mistress and I had our Femdom Session, and I’m pleased to report that Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue while I had to choose between being allowed to cum or being allowed to worship Mistress R’s gorgeous asshole. Can you guess which one I chose? Yes, of course you can…

So I’ve not come for 46 days now and that means I’m just two weeks and three days off setting a new record. I wouldn’t be surprised if I make it either, Mistress is more and more on board with the ruined orgasm thing and seemingly less and less worried about allowing me proper orgasms.

During the session she was rubbing my poor cock against her gorgeous breasts and asking me if I would like to ‘shoot my cum all over them and lick them clean’. As if that wasn’t hot enough she then added, “…but it would probably taste better if that orgasm was ruined, wouldn’t it?”

Mistress looked absolutely gorgeous tonight, in my favourite outfit with the cut out bra panels made from straps.

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I started off the session with a beating as Mistress punished me for touching my cock without permission during the time since our last session. I was wearing the Oxballs ballstretcher and I had a glass butt plug/dildo in my ass, Mistress managed to catch my balls with her whip, but that was nothing compared to the paddling she gave my ass. Ouch!

After a long time spent worshipping her gorgeous feet (while she played with her favourite dildo), Mistress had me suck it clean and then let me onto the bed. I was given some more paddling, but thankfully not quite as painful as before. I say painful, it hurt… but in BDSM terms I’m probably a bit of a lightweight. Most people would probably consider it light slapping, but to me it was quite stingy anyway.

Soon Mistress was teasing my cock and riding my face, which I adore. I hadn’t used the ball stretcher for a long time and it was really, really good. It certainly pulled my cock tight and made my cock very hard indeed. At one point Mistress straddled me facing my feet and I watched my rock hard cock slide inside her tight, tight pussy, her gorgeous asshole clearly visible as she bounced up and down on my shaft. Then I felt Mistress reach under and use my tightly bound balls to rub her clit. 🙂

Mistress gave me some choice dialogue tonight and I’m annoyed that I can’t remember anything to share with you guys, maybe I should record one of sessions again so I can give you a word for word transcript.

After Mistress had cum (pretty spectacularly), she did that thing I really love where she puts her foot on my shoulder and pushes me back. It’s a little thing, but I’ve loved it since I saw it in a Femdom clip.

Then she stood on the bed in front of me and had me clean her ass and thighs with my tongue. Then she had me lay down and straddled my head, giving me a perfect view of her soaking wet pussy and ass while she stroked my hard cock. This was the moment she chose to ask me if I wanted to cum or if I wanted to lick her asshole.

Mistress allowed me the privilege of licking her incredibly sexy ass for a short time while she stroked my cock fast and hard. By the time she finished my cock was about as hard as it has ever been and Mistress finished the session by slapping my cock and balls a few times. I even begged her to slap my balls again and she obliged, giving me several more slaps to the cock and about three more to my balls. I absolutely loved it.

Our next session is planned for the Bank Holiday weekend, I can’t wait!!! 🙂

FEMDOM SESSION: 23rd July 2016 – Robert’s 100th Orgasm!

Well, it finally happened… after 5 years and nearly three months, I finally got to my 100th orgasm (since full time chastity began), and I am happy to report that there was nothing remotely disappointing about it whatsoever!

My previous chastity record was set in February and stood at 56 days, and now just a few months later it’s been beaten again and now stands at 62 days. If I remember correctly the previous record stood for nearly a year (or maybe longer) so I’m really pleased that Mistress is not giving me an easy time of it between records now and I hope she’ll be pushing me again soon! 🙂

Overall the average time between orgasms since the start of full time chastity comes out at just over once every nineteen days, but that score is skewed by the early years when I was allowed to cum a lot more regularly. If you just take the last five (proper) orgasms I’ve been allowed then the average is more like just under once every 36 days. Quite a difference. And of course, Mistress starting to ruin my orgasms more often has helped push up the numbers too. Got to love it when your Mistress tips you over the brink and just watches your poor throbbing cock leak and ache with frustration, SO HOT. 🙂

The session began with some punishment for me, since I hadn’t managed to keep my hands of my cock. Some very stingy strokes with the whip were followed by some slaps with the paddle (felt side thankfully!) before Mistress had me sucking on her glass dildo and getting it wet for her.

She climbed onto the bed and instructed me to start worshiping her beautiful feet while she played with her favourite toy. My cock was firmly held by the Oxballs Cocksling and I was really loving kissing and sucking Mistress’s gorgeous toes and feet. Mistress had me suck her dildo clean a couple of times inbetween but finally (after what seemed like quite a while – but I didn’t mind) she had me up on the bed, where she delivered some further punishment to my backside.

After this I was tied down on my back and Mistress soon had her delicious pussy planted on my mouth. She tasted so amazing, and my cock was soon being gripped ever tighter by the Cocksling. Mistress alternated between stroking my cock while I looked up at her gorgeous pussy and ass, sitting on my face and allowing me to lick her slippery wet pussy and then sinking down onto my swollen cock and riding me.

This went on for some time until Mistress knelt beside me and asked me, if she decided to let me cum, whether I would prefer to have her jerk me off while I licked her amazing ass, to jerk myself off on her ass, or to jerk myself off over her pretty feet.

Well, that’s a tough question indeed, but I pretty much knew immediately which I would choose. Mistress told me to think about it a while, but she would need an answer later. Then she pegged my nipples, pushed a glass dildo into my ass and left me to think it over.

Even as Mistress left me I could feel the Oxballs starting to make my balls sting. I really don’t understand why it does that, it’s a shame as it really is the only negative thing I have to say about that product. By the time Mistress came back it was stinging like hell and it was music to my ears when Mistress untied me and told me to remove it.

Then it was time for me to worship Mistress R’s gorgeous pussy, which as you all should know by now I absolutely love doing. She tasted so delicious and after a while she bucked hard against my tongue. There really is nothing better than feeling your Mistress cumming hard against your tongue is there? As much as I loved being allowed to cum today, I would still always choose Mistress’s orgasm over my own. It’s a wonderful thing to feel her muscles tighten as she builds towards her climax and then buck as it hits. Wow. I fucking LOVE IT! 🙂 🙂 🙂

After allowing me to lick her pussy and ass clean of her juices, Mistress told me to lie down and stood over me once again. She hadn’t tied me down this time and without thinking I slid my hands up the backs of her beautiful legs and squeezed her ass cheeks. Mistress gently warned me not to touch her without permission and then stroked my cock until it was hard again.

She reached back and exposed her lickable little asshole to me, and then asked me if I had decided where I wanted to be allowed to cum, if she decided to allow me? As I said, I pretty much knew straight away what I would choose, but even then it was hard to discount the other options. As much as I love licking Mistress’s ass, I have cum that way many times in our Femdom Sessions, and I can imagine that will happen again in the not too distant future.

Of the other two options, it’s been a long time since I was allowed to cum on Mistress’s ass, and I would have loved to have done that, but… I waited years to cum on Mistress’s beautiful feet, and when that happened earlier in the year it was really special. Mistress’s feet are sexy as hell, and even when she is completely naked I still find my gaze drifting to her feet sometimes, they are just so perfect. I’m just one of those guys that has a major foot fetish I guess, and so inevitably, I told Mistress that I would choose to cum on her feet.

“Interesting…” said Mistress, I’m sure she didn’t expect me to choose that. Though it’s not like my foot fetish is a secret… 🙂

Mistress continued stroking my cock for a while and then told me to get up and get on my knees. She carried on stroking me faster and faster, teasing me with her gorgeous feet until I told her I was getting close. She told me that I had permission to stroke my cock and cum on her feet.

I can’t think of a better way to celebrate my 100th orgasm, I stroked hard and fast and felt my cock swelling and straining as I got closer and closer to the edge. And then I felt myself push past the point of no return and a huge rope of cum splashed across Mistress’s beautiful feet. As I continued to stroke more and more cum erupted from my throbbing cock, covering both of Mistress’s awesome feet with my cum. As soon as I finished cumming Mistress lifted one of her feet and I licked every last drop of cum up until her foot was clean and then started on the other one.

Sometimes when you cum after a long period of chastity it’s a bit of a let down, or it’s too intense to be pleasurable, but this wasn’t like that at all, this was absolutely perfect and I have no regrets at all about being allowed to cum today. And being allowed to cum on Mistress’s amazing, sexy feet just made it even better.

FEMDOM SESSION: 29th May 2016…

As I mentioned a couple of posts back, I have been suffering a bit of ED lately… along with a degree of detachment, or lack of sensitivity. This most likely stems from an operation I had years ago where the nerves in my back were damaged. When I am tired or run down, or ill I get a sensation of numbness or ‘detachment’ in my legs and groin. In my legs it’s annoying but in my groin it affects my ability to get and stay hard.

The last week I have been massively tired, for no apparent reason. Although I did start back on the Slimming World diet last Monday and I can’t help wondering if that hasn’t contributed, a drastic reduction in calories and carbs could affect my energy levels for sure. I also have been a bit lax when it comes to my mobility exercises too. It’s one of those things that you know do you a lot of good, but they are a bit tedious to do every day, and over time they just get neglected and then your body starts creaking again.

The diet has started very well though, I’ve lost about a pound a day so far, though my official weigh in is tomorrow morning so we’ll see what happens there. I’ve saved a lot of Syns for the weekend, so there’s a chance it could go backwards tomorrow but I’m still hopeful of a six pound first week loss.

Over the last couple of weeks my teasing has been a bit hit and miss, I kinda take the view that if I don’t think it’s going to go well then I would rather skip it, because getting half hard when you are being teased is a bit depressing and over the years I’ve learned that while it’s true that sometimes I do have a physical problem, at least some of the problem is in my head and perpetuating the cycle of worry and failure is not easily broken. It’s also been very random, like some mornings I will wake up absolutely rock hard and I think it’s sorted and then the next day it’s back again.

Needless to say I am making sure I do my mobility exercises everyday now and losing weight should help too, since it will make me feel more positive about myself. It frustrates me massively that I have such a fit, gorgeous wife and that I am so overweight. It seems very unfair to her and I really do want to get myself down to a reasonable weight as soon as possible.

Anyway, so that is a bit of background to the session. As you can probably imagine I was a bit hesitant about it because I don’t have 100% confidence that I would get hard or stay hard. I knew that I would probably be wearing a cock ring for the first half of the session though, so that gave me a good start.

Before the session Mistress told me to fit my wrist and ankle restraints but left it up to me to choose what else to start the session with. I had a choice of a simple rubber cock ring, the Oxballs Cocksling or the Oxballs Ballstretcher. Then there was the glass dildo/butt plug with the ring on it, the rubber butt plug, or the glass buttplug that’s just a little too large to be immediately comfortable. I decided to go for the simple rubber cockring and the glass dildo/buttplug in the end and also the blindfold. I thought about putting the pegs on my nipples too, but forgot about it…

When Mistress entered the room she found me on my knees as usual with the blindfold and other items in place. She came up to me and asked if I could guess what she was wearing. She rubbed the material and I could hear that it was PVC and guessed it was my favourite outfit with the cupless bra. Mistress congratulated me on guessing correctly and used her foot to tease my cock before having me get on all fours.

In my notes to Mistress before the session I told her that I had touched my cock without permission several times, but that it was not because I was sneakily ‘enjoying’ myself, but rather seeking reassurance that my cock was able to get hard when I wanted it to. Mistress said she understood my motives but that I still needed to be punished.

Mistress started with the whip, which was very stingy, before moving on to the paddle (which was a lot worse!). The felt side is okay but the leather side bloody smarts! One of the last smacks with the paddle hit right in the centre of my ass and gave the ring of the butt plug a nudge, but I was too busy dealing with the pain from the paddle to really notice.

Thankfully, once Mistress was satisfied, she had me turn towards the bed and suck on her glass dildo for her, getting it nice and wet for her pussy. Then she told me to worship her feet as she lay back and described to me how she was using it on herself. She said that I probably wished I hadn’t worn the blindfold now, although we both know that even if I hadn’t I wouldn’t have been allowed to look up and watch her. I would have been able to look at her gorgeous feet though, so that was a pity… I definitely missed being able to look at her feet as I was kissing them.

I was allowed to lick and suck her dildo clean a couple of times in between a fairly long period of foot worship, before Mistress decided to have me lay on the bed. I had to remove and retie the bondage ties to the bed when we had our mattress delivered and somehow one of them was a bit short so my right leg wasn’t really in an ideal place, but I moved over a bit and hoped that it wouldn’t end up giving me a cramp (it didn’t, fortunately).

Having secured me to the bed, Mistress immediately stood over me and removed my blindfold, allowing me to look up at her in my favourite outfit. She looked magnificent, I really love the way her breasts look from below when she is wearing that and I really hoped my cock would behave itself, because I really wanted to see Mistress riding my cock today.

Mistress slid the glass dildo back into her pussy and gave me a good view for a little while before having me suck it clean once again. She said, “You love being made to suck that cock clean after it’s been inside me, don’t you.” Ooooooooooooooh yes.

Mistress turned around, leaned forward and started stroking my cock with her right hand, using her left hand to expose her ass to me, while teasing me about how bad I wanted to lick it. Thankfully my cock started to harden and as the cockring started to come into play I felt my cock get nice and hard. Then Mistress sank down onto my face and I eagerly licked her delicious pussy, I really love having her right on top of me like that and I could feel my cock getting harder still.

Mistress settled down next to me and started whipping my cock with the cock whip, before stroking me and licking the tip of my cock. Soon she was back riding my face and for the next while she alternated between stroking and slapping my cock, riding my face and sliding her wet pussy down onto my throbbing cock. It felt absolutely incredible being inside her and I couldn’t help thrusting up inside her (she didn’t seem to mind!).

As Mistress was kneeling next to me and stroking my cock I looked down and watched her lean forward and lick the tip of my cock and then suck the head into her mouth. I very rarely get to see this because Mistress usually leans over me when she teases me and blocks my view – but that position does mean I get to touch her ass so I don’t mind too much. It was really hot watching her sucking my cock, especially with her breasts on display (and not covered up with a bra for once!).

I said, “I really wish I could cum in your mouth right now.”

I don’t know why I said that really, well… I do, because I really wished I could! But the chances of that are extremely low, I think the last time I came in Mistress’s mouth was 2011-2012.

She continued stroking my cock and said, “If I asked you now where you wanted to cum the most, would that be where you would choose?”

Okay, I wasn’t expecting that…

“I don’t know Mistress.” I replied, thinking yes, but then what about all the other places on Mistress’s gorgeous body that I would love to shoot my 37 day load.

“Well I’m going to ask you again later, and you better have an answer ready.”

With that Mistress got off the bed and snapped the pegs on my nipples and told me to spend the next few minutes thinking about what my answer was going to be.

After she had left the room I started thinking what I would say. Of course I would love to cum in her mouth, it has been so long since I was allowed to do that. But I knew the chances of that were slim to non-existent. I love cumming on her pretty feet, but it wasn’t that long ago I got to do that (although I waited years for the chance and would love to do it again), and her breasts were an obvious choice, as was her ass of course. It’s been a while since I got to lick my cum off her sexy ass and from between her cheeks….

But also I would love to cum on her pussy and lick that clean too. Of course I would love to cum inside her too, but that happens several times a year so it’s not something I would choose over something which hardly ever happens. I don’t think I’ve ever cum on her pussy, at least not intentionally, I’ve probably slipped out at the critical moment, but not in recent memory.

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs (Ouch. Ouch.) then told me to remove my cock ring. I wondered if she had forgotten about the butt plug, I pretty much had as it was so comfortable now after about 40 minutes inside me. Mistress untied me and then had me turn over and get up on my hands and knees. I didn’t know what was coming next and I half expected her to slip the RodeOh panties on and fuck me from behind, but somehow I didn’t really think that was on the cards today.

Earlier in the session, when I guessed what Mistress was wearing she told me that it was a pity I had guessed correctly as she couldn’t punish me for getting it wrong, but she said ‘something else might come up, or she could just chose to spank me because she could’. I had forgotten all about this to be honest, and then I felt the felt side of the paddle on my ass again. I started to count and say ‘Thank you Mistress’ as normal but the blows were coming too fast so I stopped.

After the fourth strike Mistress asked me why I wasn’t counting and switched to the leather side of the paddle. I started counting then and Mistress started playing with the ring sticking out of my ass between swipes. Then she pulled the dildo out, and fucked me fairly slowly for a little while. She asked me if it felt good having my ass fucked and I told her it did. It’s more relaxed and ‘enjoyable’ than the strap-on usually is (although sometimes the strap on feels great), but a lot less intense. It still makes you feel quite submissive, but not as much as the strap on, obviously. And certainly not as submissive as kneeling in front of your Mistress and sucking her cock… that is quite something.

I really loved that Mistress didn’t try and justify why she was spanking me again, of course there is no need to, if she wants to then she is at liberty to do so and I ‘enjoyed’ (although that’s probably not the word I would have used at the time) getting punished well into the session instead of just at the start as usual.

Mistress discarded the buttplug and told me to kneel back up, then slid onto the bed in front of me and spread her gorgeous thighs. Mistress told me that it was time for me to lick her pussy and to make her cum and I eased down between her silky smooth thighs and kissed them gently before moving towards her delicious pussy.

Mistress was really turned on (which I’m sure had absolutely nothing to do with the paddling she had just given my backside!) and I knew making her cum was not going to be any sort of problem. She tasted absolutely gorgeous and I was really, really loving licking her pussy so much. After a while I used a finger to tease her pussy while I continued to lick her clit and after a while Mistress bucked hard as she came. I fucking love making her cum like that, it was sooooo good to feel her cumming so hard. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Mistress pushed me back and then stood on the bed and bent over, instructing me to lick her clean. Unusually there wasn’t rivers of pussy juice to clean off of the backs of Mistress’s awesome legs, but there was a fair amount between her cheeks. I tried to lick it as best I could, until Mistress warned me not to lick her ass without permission. I licked the sheet and my fingers clean and then Mistress told me to lay on my back again.

Standing over me again, Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard again (even without the cockring – hurrah) and then asked me if I had decided what my answer was to the question she posed earlier. In the end I had decided to stick to my guns. I knew it was a long shot, but what if today was the day Mistress decided to allow me to cum in her mouth and then kiss me. If I had said something else I would have kicked myself after, so I went with it.

Mistress didn’t say anything much to that, but kept stroking my cock harder and faster. Then she used her hand to expose her ass to me and asked if I wanted to worship it. Looking up at her beautiful asshole my cock felt really hard and I wanted so much to lick it.

“What if you had to choose between being allowed to cum, although not necessarily where you said… or being allowed to worship my ass, which would you choose then?”

Knowing my choice was a long shot at the very best, and given her choice of words, there was no doubt in my mind.

“I would choose to worship your gorgeous ass Mistress.”

“Even if it meant you might not be allowed to cum for quite a long time?”

“Yes Mistress.”

Mistress allowed me to tongue her delicious ass three times, after making me beg each time and stroking my cock hard throughout. After more begging she allowed me to tongue her pink hole once more and then gave my cock a few more hard and fast strokes before letting go and calling an end to the session. I was literally about three strokes from having to warn her I was close and was convinced she was going to ruin me again… but alas no.

As Mistress said afterwards, there really is no better way of spending a Bank Holiday weekend.

FEMDOM SESSION: 1st of May 2016…

As I mentioned the other day, Mistress and I haven’t had a Femdom session since the end of January, so I am very pleased to report that today we have had one this very morning. And it was totally awesome. 🙂

I was a bit concerned that going so long without a session it would feel weird, or at least difficult to get our heads into the right place. But in the end this proved to be a needless worry. For my part any of that was dispelled the second Mistress told me to get on my hands and knees and delivered fifteen stinging swipes of the cat!

As usual the pain soon dissipated once the punishment was over, but while it was going on it stung like hell and I counted my strokes through gritted teeth. After that it was a blessed relief to worship Mistress’s beautiful, sexy feet while she played with her pussy. I was firmly told to keep my eyes and thoughts on Mistress’s feet, which I tried my best to do.

After having me suck her dildo clean a couple of times, Mistress had me up on the bed and tied me down before having me suck on the dildo again and fucking herself right in front of me. Mistress looked so gorgeous today, it was so good to see her with her chastity key pendant on and her red lipstick (which looks fucking awesome, but which she never wears apart from our sessions).

Soon Mistress’s pussy was planted firmly on my face and I was allowed my first proper taste of her delicious juices. Then she turned around and teased me with her ass, before telling me that in order for me to be allowed to taste her asshole I would have to beg her to slap my cock twenty times. This seemed like a generous offer to me, as I would have gladly begged her to slap my cock a hundred times for a taste of her beautiful, sexy ass.

Mistress completed the required number of slaps and then briefly allowed me to lick her asshole. Then she knelt beside me and started stroking my cock in earnest. She soon grabbed the cock whip and gave my cock some strokes with that (which stung, but in a good way :)) before planting her pussy right over my face again. Slapping my cock must have turned Mistress on because now her pussy was soaking wet and tasted incredible.

Soon she moved down and started riding my aching cock, before telling me to describe how good it felt. It really did feel incredibly good having my cock inside Mistress’s beautiful, wet, tight pussy but it wasn’t long before Mistress’s pussy was firmly riding my face again.

Then Mistress blindfolded me and stood over me, describing how she was pulling her ass cheeks apart right above my face. Then she sank down onto my cock again, facing away this time, which felt even better than before. This continued a while before Mistress decided that I needed a dildo in my ass. After pushing the dildo inside me and pegging my nipples she left me alone for a little while.

As my cock wilted the Oxballs Cocksling started to sting, and I really wanted to get the damn thing off. But at the same time I didn’t want to make a fuss or call Mistress back into the room when it wasn’t unbearable. When she came back Mistress removed the dildo and the blindfold and then untied me and I thought she would tell me to remove the cocksling before I went down on her. But instead Mistress told me to get on my hands and knees on the bed.

The cocksling was quickly forgotten as I heard Mistress slip on her RodeOh pants and move onto the bed behind me. I hadn’t been fucked in the ass for three months so it was pretty intense to say the least, and Mistress seemed to want to give me my ‘money’s worth’ after such a long wait (which I definitely appreciated, many times Mistress has left me wanting more). It wasn’t uncomfortable, but it was very intense and by the end I was gasping for air. While it was happening I genuinely don’t know if I wanted it to stop or carry on, but a few seconds after it stopped I wanted her to carry on, it often seems to be like that. I really loved that Mistress fucked my ass though, I would have been very disappointed if she hadn’t after such a wait.

After she pulled out Mistress stripped the condom off the strap on and stood in front of me, telling me to kiss and suck the cock that had just fucked my ass. After this Mistress had me remove the cocksling (oh that felt better!) and settled down on the bed in front of me. She had me kiss her feet once again and then told me to lick her pussy until she came.

Mistress tasted so delicious today and her pussy was so gorgeously wet, it was such a treat to eat her beautiful pussy and make her cum. Mistress came very hard indeed and then had me lick the PVC sheet clean of her juices, and then used my tongue to clean her as well.

Finally Mistress had me lay down again and then allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass a further three times while she stroked my cock. After the third time she gave me one very firm stroke before telling me that I wasn’t going to be allowed to cum today and that the session was over.

It was a fantastic session and it felt so good to back in my role of submissive. Mistress said some truly awesome things today, which made me cock throb like hell, but I really can’t remember exactly what the exact phrase she used was. Annoyingly, one I even thought at the time ‘I must remember that for the blog’. One particular one was pertaining to the fact that she owns and controls my cock, but the exact words she used and the way she said it were so perfect, damned if I can remember though… bah!

Hopefully now there will be no more sessions missed this year, because this was such a great way to spend a Bank Holiday Sunday! I think I felt closer to Mistress than I have for a good while afterwards too, we forget how much this brings us closer when we don’t do it.