FEMDOM SESSION – 6th December 2015

For one reason or another we haven’t had a Femdom session since the back end of September. But, thankfully, today we got to have a lovely session, where Mistress came very hard and I got well and truly fucked.

Mistress told me to wear my rubber cock ring for the session, which is a solid nitrile ring which goes over my cock and balls and another separate (split) piece which just goes around my balls. Well I struggled to get both of them on, but did eventually… then sank to my knees and waited for Mistress to enter so that the session could start.

Mistress came into the room wearing my favourite outfit, this one:

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She told me that she had some reasons to punish me, some (though not many) days had passed without her towels being left out for her, and a couple of days had passed without her receiving foot worship, but she wanted to know if I had anything else to confess.

September is a long time ago, but I honestly don’t remember any significant illicit stroking or edging and I told her so. Mistress was pleased, but still punished me with her whip and paddle. As usual, it stung but was not unbearable. Then Mistress had me turn to face the bed and she got up on it and stood over me. She gave me permission to look up at her and I told her that she looked beautiful (she certainly did!).

Mistress leaned forward and told me to suck on her glass dildo, and to get it nice and wet for her pussy. Then she lay on the bed and gave me a brief of her beautifully trimmed pussy, before telling me to keep my eyes down and to concentrate on worshipping her feet.

As I carried out my task I could hear Mistress teasing me about how she was pushing the tip in, and also the sound of the dildo as it worked it’s way inside her gorgeous, wet pussy. This continued for some time, with a couple of breaks for me to suck her ‘cock’ and get it wet again for her.

The taste of her pussy on the glass dildo plus the teasing words Mistress used as I sucked it for her caused my cock to swell massively and I felt the part of the cock ring that was around my balls snap off. This isn’t unusual to be honest and I just ignored it and left it on the floor by the bed.

After a while Mistress decided I had worshipped her beautiful feet sufficiently and told me to get up on the bed on my hands and knees. She told me it was time for me to have something up my ass, and squirted some lube between my cheeks then pressed a glass butt plug into my eager hole.

Then Mistress had me turn over, tied me down to the bed and stood over me, fucking herself with her glass dildo. She made me suck it once more, before straddling my face and allowing me to lick her delicious pussy. Then she moved down the bed and allowed just an inch of my cock inside her, then lifted off and started stroking it.

She turned around and stood over me again, offering me the perfect view of her amazing ass and stretched pussy. I wanted to lick both, but unusually so early in a session, Mistress allowed me to beg to lick her ass. I didn’t really think she would let me, but she did (briefly) while she pumped my cock.

Mistress straddled my cock again and then offered me another chance to lick her asshole. Only this time I had a choice, I could lick it for five seconds with no blindfold, or ten seconds blindfolded (and having my cock stroked). Well, obviously I chose the second option.

Time was flying by and Mistress told me she was leaving me alone for a short while. She attached pegs to my nipples and pushed the butt plug back in again (it kept falling out) and then left me to stew awhile.

When she returned she removed the butt plug and untied me, then told me to turn over. She got on the bed behind me and I felt her strap-on pressing between my cheeks and sliding into my ass. After the initial resistance it slid home quite easily and Mistress started slapping my ass and then whipping it with her cock whip as she fucked me.

I’ve said before that I find anal can be very hit and miss, sometimes it can be great and sometimes not so much. It was clear from the fact that my butt plug kept falling out that my ass was nicely prepared and that made this time very enjoyable. Mistress fucked me for a little while, stopping now and again to stroke my (half hard) cock, then pulled out and told me to turn over again. She removed the blindfold and knelt over me, then told me to kiss her cock.

I pushed my head forward and kissed the head of her rubber cock, and then she told me to do it again. I felt the cock push past my lips and fuck my mouth for a moment, before she told me to kneel up and take my cock ring off.

Then Mistress lay back on the bed with her legs spread and told me to lick her pussy. As usual she looked super-hot, with her red lipstick and key pendant, not to mention her PVC top. I took my time, worshipping her gorgeous pussy until I was rewarded with a huge orgasm. Mistress’s legs jerked way up and landed over my shoulders as I continued to lick her as she spasmed hard.

Eventually Mistress pushed me back and I sucked and licked my fingers clean of every drop of delicious pussy juice. Mistress stood on the bed in front of me, leaning forward, and told me to clean her. I eagerly lapped up every last drop of her juices from her smooth skin and then did the same for the PVC sheet beneath her.

Mistress ordered me onto my back one last time, before allowing me to lick her ass once more, her nails digging into my poor throbbing cock as she told me that she wasn’t going to let me cum today, and that I was going to have to wait a little bit longer…

FEMDOM SESSION: 21st September 2015…

Mistress and I are on holiday this week, so we decided to move our session from it’s traditional Sunday morning slot to Monday. What better way to celebrate not going to work than having a session?

Again I managed to keep my hands off my cock the whole month, and I haven’t missed a single towel duty either, so Mistress had very little to punish me for. She told me that she was going to give me a little punishment spanking anyway just to keep me in order.

I embellished this a little in my own head I must admit… I imagined her saying ‘You haven’t given me a reason to punish you slave, but I’m going to anyway, because I can… and because I like it!’.

Mistress gave me about ten or eleven strokes of the cat before having me kneel up on the floor at the foot of the bed. She grabbed the glass dildo off the bedside table and immediately told me to suck it and get it wet for her. As I concentrated on worshipping her gorgeous feet Mistress toyed her pussy, until I could her the lovely sound of the glass cock penetrating her.

As ever I was instructed to keep my eyes down, which was difficult, but for the last little bit Mistress allowed me to look up and watch her sliding the dildo into her pussy. She had me lick the dildo clean and then had me up on the bed, face up and tied me to the four corners.

It wasn’t long before Mistress was straddling my face and riding my tongue. She had instructed me to wear my Oxballs and my cock was soon hard as I enjoyed her taste and smell overwhelming me. Then she moved down the bed and started using my cock for her own pleasure, riding it as she pleased, before standing up over my head and allowing me to look up at her beautiful pussy and ass while she stroked and slapped my cock and balls.

The session seemed to go incredibly quickly and in no time Mistress had the glass butt plug inside me and the pegs on my nipples, and I was left alone for a short time. Almost as soon as she left the Oxballs really started to sting, but I managed to endure it for the next few minutes without too much trouble.

When Mistress came back she untied me and had me on my hands and knees with the glass butt plug / dildo still in my ass. She hand spanked me a few times and fucked my ass a little with the dildo, which was quite nice, and while it was disappointingly brief, it was nice to get the Oxballs off!

Then it was time for me to worship Mistress’s beautiful pussy properly. 🙂

She had a very intense orgasm and then stood up leaving the PVC sheet spattered with pussy juice. As she stood over me more pussy juice dripped out of her and pooled on the sheet, which was so hot! She turned around and then had me lick the backs of her legs and ass clean, before instructing me to clean the sheet with my tongue. I don’t think I’ve ever swallowed so much gorgeous pussy juice at one time, it was AWESOME! 🙂

After this Mistress had me turn over again and then stood over me once again, stroking my cock until it was nice and hard, then making me beg to lick her ass. She let me lick her ass three times, making me beg between each one, but I was still disappointed when she finally stood up and told me the session was over, I would have loved to lick her ass for a lot longer.

Ah well, I guess that’s how these sessions are supposed to end, with a satisfied Mistress and a slave desperate for more. 🙂

FEMDOM SESSION: 16th August 2015

Last night Mistress called me into her dressing room, where she was standing naked and looking totally gorgeous as usual.

“I just wanted to tell you, while I thought about it, that you are not allowed to use your voucher in the session tomorrow…”

As it happens, I think this has come up before and we had agreed that if I had a voucher, they weren’t valid during Femdom sessions. This makes total sense really, and I wouldn’t have used it anyway, but it was nice that Mistress decided to make it clear in advance.

Last night I tried to go to bed at a reasonable time, but even then I didn’t get to sleep very easily and when Mistress R came to bed I cuddled her and we must have spooned for a good half an hour to an hour, dozing on and off until we finally separated and tried to get to sleep.

Neither of us slept brilliantly and I think I first woke up around 7:15. After a couple of hours of dozing I decided enough was enough and decided to get up, since staying in bed wasn’t achieving anything other than making a bad back even worse.

Mistress got up after a little while too, and though I felt pretty ropey I still wanted to go ahead with the session. Too many sessions have been lost in the past because of aches and pains or tiredness that once you start the session you quickly forget. Nowadays I kind of think that unless one of us feels really sick it’s best to try and see what happens.

Mistress had ticked the ‘Surprise Me’ box on the check sheet, so I decided to wear the blindfold, even though she hadn’t instructed me to, along with the rubber cock ring and also I inserted our old black rubber butt plug. As usual the butt plug felt pretty tight when I put it in, but after a few minutes it felt okay, enjoyable even (it feels like forever since Mistress has used the strap-on on me and I thought that nothing could be a better invitation than preparing my ass for her).

Since my new weight-loss regime and associated checklist came into force, I have been extra diligent about my foot worship and towel duties. Consequently I hadn’t missed a single day of either, additionally, I hadn’t stroked my cock once without permission either, so Mistress really had very little to punish me for…

Except that, because of a slight timing issue preparing for the session, I had to ask Mistress to give me a few minutes extra, which neatly gave her a ‘reason’ to whip me a little.

Again, the strands of the whip seemed to find their way between my legs and catch my balls, four or five times out of the eleven strokes she gave me, it almost makes you wonder if she was doing it on purpose. Surely not…?

After my whipping, Mistress had me suck her glass dildo for her and then laid back and had me worship her beautiful feet while she used the toy on herself.

“I bet you wish you could see this don’t you slave, I bet you wish you hadn’t chosen to wear the blindfold now.”

Well, technically I’m sure she would have forbidden me to look anyway, and as it happened the blindfold wasn’t fitting all that well over my left eye so I could catch the odd glimpse here and there, and it was very nice indeed watching her teasing her pussy with the hard glass cock.

Once she was satisfied with the quality of my foot worship and having licked and sucked her ‘cock’ clean a couple of times, Mistress had me up on the bed and tied me down before straddling my face. I just love having Mistress’s delicious pussy right on my face like that and my cock was soon getting hard, Mistress reached back and teased it lightly but didn’t really stroke it like I wanted her to.

Mistress pressed her lovely breasts into my face and asked me if I could guess what she was wearing, then she took my blindfold off and stood above me, allowing me to enjoy the sight of her in her cupless PVC top and skirt. Mistress smiled down at me , playing with her gorgeous tits as I looked up and felt my cock getting harder and harder.

Mistress switched around so that I could look up at her gorgeous pussy and ass while she teased my cock, again I can take any amount of this, her sexy legs pulled taut as she bent at the waist to stroke and slap my throbbing cock. She turned back to face me again and then straddled my face and then my cock.

At first it didn’t quite go in right and felt like I was only a couple of inches in, I don’t know why, but once Mistress lifted off and then grabbed my cock and slid it inside herself again it went in properly and it felt fucking amazing. As Mistress rode my cock I started to thrust up into her, slamming my cock into her, which Mistress clearly enjoyed (and so did I, naturally!). It’s quite an unusual sensation having your ass full and your cock deep inside your Mistress’s pussy, unusual and very nice! 🙂

This didn’t last for long though and Mistress was soon back straddling my face.

“You love that don’t you, you love the taste of my pussy mixed with the taste of your cock, when it’s been inside me…”

Can’t deny that I do love it, and I enthusiastically licked Mistress’s gorgeous pussy until finally she lifted off and untied me. I wasn’t expecting to be released yet, so I wondered what was going on…

“Take your plug out…” she said.

I pulled it out relatively easily and then Mistress ordered me up on my hands and knees. This is always a strange moment for me, probably because Mistress doesn’t use the strap-on that often, so I’ve never really got used to the idea. Consequently, every time she does I get those initial feelings of uncertainty about it again. Not so much feelings of physical apprehension, just… vulnerability and, not embarrassment exactly, but feeling a bit concerned about how she feels about doing it.

“No, kneel up first…”

Mistress got on the bed and stood in front of me, pulling my head down onto her rubber cock. She had me suck it for a few seconds and then told me to get back to my previous position. I felt her get on the bed behind me and after some additional lubing she slid her ‘cock’ inside me.

Mistress was quite vocal as she fucked me, reaching under me to stroke my cock and asking me if I was enjoying her playing with my cock while my arse was being fucked. She continued fucking me, which was lovely but quite intense and then she started spanking my ass inbetween strokes.

I always find there’s a conflict of emotions when Mistress pulls out of me, half of me is almost relieved that it’s over and part of me wants it to continue…

Mistress told me to turn back over and after stripping the condom off the strap-on she straddled my face and had me suck her cock once again while looking down at me. She looked so fucking hot…

As ever Mistress looked so incredibly sexy during the session, her hair always seems to end up a bit ‘wild’ (I’m not really sure how) and this, along with her red lipstick and the look in her eyes makes her look fucking awesome.

Mistress quickly took the strap-on off and then mounted my face again, she was even wetter than before, so she obviously enjoyed fucking my ass… which is nice to know. 🙂

Then I was restrained again and my nipples were quickly pegged before Mistress disappeared for a few minutes. When she came back she got on the bed and smiled down at me as she plucked the pegs from my nipples. She always seems to really ‘enjoy’ the moment when she releases the peg and I wince in pain as the blood rushes back in, which in turn makes it better for me too.

Mistress had me remove my cock ring and then told me it was the time I had been waiting for. She lay back on the bed, with her beautiful thighs spread, exposing her waiting pussy. I cannot stress how much I love this moment, Mistress always looks incredible and I am so happy to be able to lick her to orgasm.

I sank down between her silky thighs, my cock squashed against the PVC sheet and kissed all around her pussy before gently using my tongue to tease her lips and then her clit. I looked up to see her gently squeezing her right breast as I licked her, I love to see Mistress touching herself, so very hot!

Mistress had a lovely, hard orgasm which left her and the sheet pretty soaked. She quickly stood up on the bed and had me lick every drop of pussy juice from off her ass and between her legs. I love cleaning her up after she has cum, and once that was done she had me lick the sheet clean too.

Then it was back onto my back and Mistress stood over me once again, bent at the waist as she stroked my cock faster and harder as I got more and more responsive. She bent right down and sucked my cock while I looked up at her beautiful pussy and inviting asshole, then started stroking hard and fast again.

She asked me if I wanted to be allowed to lick her ass, and made me beg her to be allowed. She let me lick her ass a couple of times while she stroked faster and faster, it was incredible really how well I could take this considering I hadn’t cum for 36 days at this point.

The last time Mistress let me lick her asshole I could feel myself getting close and I had to warn her that I was getting near to the edge. Mistress didn’t stop stroking, she told me that she had decided to let me cum as long as I could cum before she counted down from ten.

I think she barely got to seven before the cum was flying out of my cock (I later found a huge glob of it on my upper arm!), but she continued until she got to one and then after a couple more strokes let go completely. It would be interesting to know if I hadn’t started to cum until say ‘2’, if she would have stopped stroking at ‘1’ and ruined my orgasm (I very much doubt it since I haven’t had a ruined orgasm since January).

Mistress then turned around and wiped a load of cum off her fingers onto her foot and had me lick it clean, then she had me suck her fingers clean before collecting some more cum from the tip of my cock and feeding that to me too.

I loved that she fed it to me from her foot, although I would still really love to be told to jerk off on her feet directly, that hasn’t happened in soooooooooo long now.

As usual I felt truly exhausted at the end of the session, Mistress was fantastic as always and she looked incredible. I am so glad we went ahead and did the session, as expected, after the first couple of minutes all feelings of tiredness were forgotten. I’m so glad I put the butt plug in too, I really love getting fucked by my beautiful Mistress. 🙂

FEMDOM SESSION: 19th July 2015

I am feeling blissfully happy today, yesterday was a great day and this morning’s session was absolutely wonderful.

Having nothing to confess meant that Mistress gave me only a very brief, light whipping and paddling (though on the third slap with the whip, the tails went between my legs and caught my balls, which was nice 🙂 ). After this Mistress had me worshipping her beautiful feet, though I couldn’t see them as I was blindfolded.

As I knelt on the floor kissing her feet and sucking her toes I could hear her laying back on the bed, fucking herself with her glass dildo as she described how she was teasing her nipples with her long nails. My cock was straining in the Oxballs Cocksling as she teased me about one day letting me watch her masturbate, adding that she might let me stroke my cock, or she might not. How I would love to watch her do that and make herself cum, groan!!!!!!

Soon I was tied down on the bed and Mistress removed my blindfold so that I could look up at her in her amazing cupless bra and PVC skirt. She looked absolutely amazing and her neatly trimmed pussy looked so fucking hot as she lowered herself onto my face for the first time. I adore having Mistress’s pussy on my face like that and by the time she lifted off my cock was rock hard again…

Mistress stroked and teased my cock relentlessly, grabbing the cock whip and whacking my cock and balls with it. Soon she straddled me and rode my aching-hard cock, looking stunning as she looked down at me… I am one lucky subby!

She sat on my face several times and then turned around and teased me with her ass, before sliding down and riding my cock from the other direction, while I looked down at my cock disappearing between her stretched pussy lips and wishing that somehow I could bend double and force my tongue into her asshole as she slid up and down my length. Alas that is of course an impossible dream! 🙁

I guess it wasn’t long after this that Mistress pushed the glass butt plug into my ass, blindfolded me and pegged my nipples and left me to stew for a short time. When she returned she pulled the pegs off and removed the blindfold, then stood next to the bed and I watched as she slid her skirt off, exposing her gorgeous ass. She untied me and removed the butt plug then told me to remove the Oxballs, then told me to kneel up on the bed.

She got on the bed herself and pulled my head down to kiss her beautiful breasts. Then she lay back on the bed and pressed her pretty foot onto my chest. She told me that she was now going to allow me to worship her pussy and that I should make her cum.

Mistress looked absolutely stunning, her amazingly hot thighs spread to reveal her beautifully trimmed pussy, which was already pink and wet and soooo incredibly inviting. I sank down between her thighs, kissing them first before moving to her pussy. I was in heaven as I licked her delicious pussy, never wanting it to end, but of course wanting her to cum – but not too soon.

When she did cum it was quite hard and as she pushed me away I noticed a gorgeous slick of creamy juices escaping from her wet pussy. Mistress stood up and turned around and had me lick her clean, which I relished, slurping away at the juices between her legs which tasted divine.

Once I had finished cleaning her and the PVC sheet of pussy juice, Mistress ordered me onto my back once more and allowed me to tongue her asshole three times while she stroked my cock. It was pretty obvious that I wasn’t going to be allowed to cum today, given that I’ve already cum twice this month, and to be honest nothing was further from my mind. All I really wanted today was to worship my beautiful Mistress’s body in any and every way she would let me, and I love that I got to do that and make her cum.

I mentioned yesterday that Mistress has given me a voucher for August, which allows me to request either a) to be allowed to cum, or b) to be allowed to penetrate her. Today she reminded about it but warned that I should choose carefully about when I used it, as she said, “if you use it early in the month I might say ‘No’, but you can ask me again… but if you don’t use it until later in the month there might not be time to ask again”.

I love that she is making it clear that even though she has given me a voucher, it’s still up to her to decide if she allows either of the options. All she is doing is allowing me to ‘ask’, which is something I’ve not been allowed to do since April 2011. Of course in the spirit of ‘meanness’ there is a part of me that hopes she does say no… but hopefully not until she’s edged me or rubbed my cock against her pussy and got my hopes up. 🙂

Hehehehe…

On the subject of being ‘mean’, some of you may remember that Mistress likes me to write her notes before our sessions, and mostly these are just telling her what I liked best about the previous session or bits of the blog, or reminding her about equipment or toys. But this time I tried a different tack altogether.

I didn’t mention the session at all, what I did was tell her how incredible Friday night was and then tried to tell her exactly how I feel about our Femdom relationship and how I would like it to progress. I told her how much I love making her cum and how I want her to feel like my Queen. I want her to feel that her pleasure is of the utmost importance and I want her to feel free to give or withhold my pleasure as she feels.

Honestly, if she is tired or just wants to take her pleasure from me, I don’t want her to feel like ‘it’s my turn’, making her cum is a wonderful, wonderful experience for me, and I want her to think of it as a privilege for me (which it is) and that any teasing or pleasure she gives to me as a precious gift.

Again I tried to explain the ‘mean’ thing as best I could, but I don’t know exactly how successful I was. It’s such a hard thing to explain. I guess I hit the nail on the head a bit earlier in this post when I said, I hope she says no, but not until she’s edged me a few times and got my hopes up.

I think I need to be a bit more pro-active myself as well, to help Mistress feel more comfortable about the things I would like her to ‘demand’ of me. We have such an amazing, strong marriage and I want to do everything I can to make her happy and to feel beautiful, adored and worshipped.

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Unfortunately I don’t have a photo of Mistress in her cupless bra with her gorgeous thighs spread to expose her dripping pussy… (if only!) …so I’m afraid you’ll have to make do with a photo of her pretty feet taken just a short while ago. I love kissing them so much, I just wish I could cum on them…

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Femdom Session: 28th June 2015…

One of the reasons I didn’t really think I would go much past my record was that I knew we had a session planned for this weekend. So once we got to the old record it was pretty clear to me that Mistress would either let me cum at the start of this week or I would have to wait until this Sunday. There was no way she would let me cum on Friday knowing there was a session on Sunday, it would make no sense.

So I went into this session with just five days of chastity under my belt, quite a lot less than normal I should say. It’s also been pretty warm here in the UK this week and Mistress and I absolutely hate it (it’s going to be even worse this week, not looking forward to that), Mistress hasn’t been sleeping at all well this week and I’ve been going to bed really late (to make sure I’m tired) and sleeping on top of the covers.

Unusually we slept in until almost 11am today, and I was half expecting the session to be cancelled. But even though neither of us really felt like it, we decided to go ahead anyway because we’ve been through this before and whatever you might say, you never ‘make the sessions’ up later, you just get to the end of the year and realise that you missed three or four out. Besides, once you get started you quickly get into the swing anyway.

One thing that’s been a bug-bear for us ever since we bought our new mattress is that our black PVC sheet isn’t quite big enough anymore. You know these new mattresses are much deeper than the old ones and so it barely goes underneath. It’s been a nightmare to get on and by the end of the session it’s pulled out and moving all over the place. We had looked into getting a fitted PVC sheet, but they are so expensive, like £80 ($120) whereas the flat PVC sheet we’ve had for about ten years cost about £15 ($20). So after last month’s session I decided to see if I could solve the problem.

What I did was get an old cotton sheet and cut two full length strips about ten inches wide and then taped them to the (back) edges of the PVC sheet using ducting tape. So today, no problem at all, the cotton part goes right under the mattress and holds it solid as a rock and you can’t see it either so it doesn’t spoil the look. Result!

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I had already admitted to Mistress that I had touched my cock quite a few times while I was super-horny and denied, so I was expecting to be punished. Mistress wasted no time at all giving me fifteen swats with the paddle to start the session, and then had me worshipping her feet while she played with her beloved glass dildo. After this Mistress had me get on the bed on all fours and gave me another eleven swats with the paddle.

Mistress used the session mostly to re-emphasize that I should be asking for permission to touch my cock. Standing over me and showing me her ass she said things like ‘If you ask, you might get a bonus’. She had me repeat several appropriate phrases while she sucked, slapped and stroked my cock, emphasizing over and over that she controls my cock, balls and ass, and she decides when, if and how I get to cum.

Mistress sat astride me and rode my cock for a while, during which I was happily thrusting my cock upwards inside her, I’m not sure I could have done that quite so enthusiastically if I had been carrying fifty-five days of cum in my balls… She looked so gorgeous today, I told her that I love every single bit of her body, and I do. There isn’t one part of her that isn’t sexy as hell, nor that I wouldn’t happily spend ages worshipping.

I love it when she stands over me, bending forward to suck my cock, giving me a perfect view of her open pussy and tight ass. It’s true what she says of course, touching my own cock without her there can never be as good, and I really want to focus on that thought now and obey her like I know I should. I will also make the effort to ask her permission, at least once a week, because again, that’s something that needs to be done regularly if we are both to become comfortable falling in to DS at a moment’s notice.

I think that’s something we struggle with a little, it’s not like (for example) Mistress Marie, where her slave is her slave all the time. Out of the bedroom we are just a normal couple so it’s weird enough just going and asking if I can worship her feet while she reads a magazine or something, let alone coming up to her completely out of the blue and asking if I can stroke my cock. I find that quite difficult, especially as it never seems a good time.

Anyway, so then Mistress decided to plug my ass and peg my nipples (I forgot to mention that I was wearing the Oxballs ballstretcher right from the start – very comfortable after the initial fitting, right up until she left me alone and my cock started to wilt) and left me alone for a little while.

When she came back she untied me and removed the pegs from my nipples and had e remove the ballstretcher. Then she had me on all fours again and gave my ass another eleven swats with the paddle, before telling me to kneel back and then having me worship her pussy until she came.

It took quite a while for Mistress to cum (a combination of tiredness and heat perhaps) but when she did she came nice and hard and when she pushed me away it revealed a torrent of pussy juice all over the PVC sheet. Mistress stood up and I could see more juice dripping off of her onto the sheet. She turned around and told me to lick her clean, which I eagerly did. There were drops of pussy juice down by her knees and her pussy and as were drenched. Yummy!

Once she was satisfied she got off the bed and left me to clean the sheet. There was more than I have ever seen before, it was amazing. So much in fact that Mistress got tired of waiting for me to lick it all up and wiped the last bits up with a tissue. I wasn’t being slow either, there was just a lot of pussy juice! 🙂

Finally Mistress allowed me to worship her beautiful asshole while she stroked my cock. We both knew there was no way I was getting to cum today, and that was fine. I was really enjoying licking her ass and having my cock stroked though, and she allowed me to lick it three times before she called a halt to the session.

Femdom Session: 25th May 2015…

This promises to be an epic post, since in an effort to produce the best possible record, for the first time in a very long time (Jan 2013 in fact) I recorded the audio from the session on my Nexus. The quality is pretty crap, but at least it means I can transcribe most of what was said without having to remember it all…

 

The session started on a frantic note as I was trying to fit the Oxballs Ballstretcher and it just wouldn’t go on right. First my right ball kept retreating and then once I got that in place, the thing was twisted. Just as I heard Mistress making her way down the hall I got it on and fell to my knees as she opened the door. Thankfully it was just right, phew!

“Well slave, have you prepared yourself as I instructed, are you nice and clean?”

I replied that I was and Mistress continued.

“Do you have anything to confess?”

“Yes Mistress.”

Mistress brought the cat down on my ass which caught me by surprise.

“What is it?”

“I touched my cock Mistress”

“How many times slave?”

“Three Mistress.”

“Three times…”

The cat hit my ass again.

“You’ll have to be punished for that slave I hope you realise. We’ll start with the whip now…”

Mistress gave me seven further stingy strokes of the cat, before switching to the paddle, felt side first, for seven more swats .

“So when did you touch your cock slave, what time of day…”

“Late at night Mistress.”

“Was it when you were in bed with me?”

“Yes Mistress”

Mistress switched the paddle over to the leather side and gave me another seven, more painful swats.

“Perhaps that will help you to remember. Never forget slave, that I am in control and you are not touch your cock without permission, understand?”

I confirmed that I did.

“It’s the way we both want it isn’t it slave…now, turn and face the bed”

I turned towards the bed, still on my knees and Mistress turned her back to me and backed towards me.

“Eyes shut slave.”

Mistress rubbed her ass against my face for a few seconds, she said it was ‘a little preview’ of what was to come later. She moved away and then I felt Mistress’s glass dildo press against my lips.

“Open wide, get that dildo nice and wet for me slave.”

I sucked the glass cock into my mouth and got it as wet as I could in the short space of time allowed before she pulled it out of my mouth again.

“Now worship my foot.”

I turned my attention to Mistress’s left foot and began kissing it all over and sucking on her toes.

“Keep your attention and focus on worshipping my feet slave, don’t even be thinking about what I’m doing, and that I’m rubbing the glass dildo just around the entrance to my beautiful pussy.”

Of course, that was exactly what I was thinking about…

“I can’t stop you imagining it slave, but you need to be focussing on what you are doing, understand?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“Just concentrate on making a good job of worshipping my feet and maybe you’ll be allowed to worship other parts of my beautiful body, as I know you want to…”

I continued to worship her beautiful foot as instructed.

“Just starting to get the dildo just a little way inside now… it feels so good. It’s just starting to slide in a tiny bit now slave.”

As I was kneeling there I was suddenly aware of the ballstretcher becoming tighter and tighter as my cock started to swell.

“Just keep focussing on my feet. Don’t even be thinking about how much you’d like to be licking this dildo clean… or how much you really want to be allowed to worship my pussy.”

My cock was getting very hard now.

“Only if it pleases me, isn’t that right?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“I decide what you are allowed to do slave, isn’t that right?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“I know you’ve been allowed to worship my ass more than once since the last session, but I know that you always want to be doing that don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“Well, if it pleases me, you might be allowed to do that again. Mmm, that dildo’s inside me now slave… just starting to get it nice and wet, and that’s one of your favourite tastes isn’t it slave?”

My cock was throbbing hard now.

“There, stop for a moment, lick that dildo clean.”

I opened my mouth and Mistress pushed the glass dildo into my mouth, I sucked Mistress’s delicious juices off it as instructed, my cock throbbing like crazy.

“How does that taste slave…good. Get it nice and wet for me.”

I sucked and licked the dildo for a few more seconds.

“I think you need to worship my other foot.”

I obediently began to worship her left foot, my cock still throbbing but thankfully starting to back off just a little.

“I know how much you’re dying to move up to worship this beautiful pussy slave, I know you want me to straddle your face, and to rub my pussy against your tongue and all over your face, overwhelming your senses until it’s all you can taste and smell… you absolutely love that don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“You love when I smear your face with my juices, so that it’s all you can taste… I know you love to be allowed to worship my pussy, but it’s extra special when you have no choice in the matter. When you’re pinned to the bed and I’m grinding my pussy into your face. Rubbing it all over your tongue and your mouth, so that it’s all you can feel and all that you can taste. You love that don’t you slave?”

I groaned softly as I sucked on her toes.

“You were so lucky the other night weren’t you slave when I let you put your cock in me for all that time, that felt so good didn’t it slave? Especially after I had cum. I could tell you were half thinking about disobeying me and going ahead and just cumming anyway, but I’m so glad you resisted the temptation… it’s so much more fun isn’t it?”

There certainly was a moment the other night when I was seriously tempted to do exactly that, quite why I didn’t I’m still not entirely sure.

“I’ve got that dildo right inside me now slave, can you hear it? Of course you’ve still got the taste of pussy juice on your tongue haven’t you, just a little bit…. but you keep focussing on that foot, I know you love to do that.”

I do love worshipping Mistress’s beautiful feet, something which has got very slack outside the sessions.

“I’m getting nice and juicy now slave… I’m rubbing it around the outside and then plunging it back in, just where you want your tongue to be.”

Again I felt my cock getting harder and harder, still not a single stroke, just the power of Mistress’s words.

“Open wide slave, lick that clean… lick that cock clean, I know you want to. You love the taste of my pussy, from a dildo, or another toy, I bet you’d even lick it from another cock wouldn’t you slave, as long as you could taste my pussy, you wouldn’t care as long as I told you to do so.”

My cock throbbed ever harder until I wondered if I could cum without even being touched.

“Yes Mistress.”

Mistress removed the dildo once again and pushed her foot back in front of my face.

“That’s right slave, just focus on my foot until you are told differently.”

A few seconds later Mistress removed her foot and pushed the glass dildo into my mouth again.

“Lick it clean again slave.”

I greedily sucked her glass cock for the last time, cleaning it of all her delicious juices.

“That’s enough slave, now up onto the bed.”

I climbed onto the bed and she instructed me to to turn over onto my back. She secured my arms and legs and then straddled my face.

“Tongue out slave”

Mistress allowed me to lick her pussy for a short while before lifting off and stroking my cock. She fed the tip of my cock inside her a couple of times and then straddled my face again.

“Tongue out.”

Again I was permitted the pleasure of licking Mistress’s beautiful pussy for a while and then she stood up and turned around. She stood over me, leaning forward to stroke and slap my cock, while I admired her gorgeous legs, pussy and ass.

“Keep looking up slave. You love being allowed to look at my ass don’t you, you never get tired of that do you?”

I never will. I adore Mistress’s ass. I told her that I wished I was allowed to cum on it again. Mistress chuckled and slapped my cock some more.

“How many days is it now slave, since I allowed you to cum?”

“21 Mistress.”

“Not that long then really is it slave… and what is your record?”

“48 Mistress.”

“48, goodness, you’re a long way off that.”

Mistress continued stroking and slapping my cock and balls.

“Well, we’ll see won’t we slave… sometimes the anticipation is almost better than the act isn’t it slave? Isn’t that right?”

“If it pleases you Mistress.”

Mistress laughed.

“That’s right slave, if it pleases me. I know you almost don’t want to come off that ladder, it’s better to keep climbing day by day, rather than having that brief moment and then having to start again. You love it when I tease your cock, while exposing my beautiful ass to you as well… you so love that don’t you?”

Mistress grabbed the cock whip and started swatting my cock and balls with it for a while.

“I think it’s time you were blindfolded for a little bit slave, lift your head up.”

Mistress fitted the blindfold and asked me if it was effective, I confirmed that it was.

“I think it’s time you had something up your ass slave.”

I heard Mistress squirting lube onto my glass ring-ended butt plug and then felt her pushing it inside me. She stroked my cock and fucked my ass with the plug for a few seconds, it felt amazing.

Then Mistress picked up the cock whip again and used it on my nipples a few times, before swatting my cock and balls a few more times. Then I heard her climb onto the bed.

“I’m standing over you slave, though you can’t see it… you’ll just have to imagine it won’t you slave.”

I could feel her lowering her ass right over my face.

“I’m getting really close to you now… you can feel it and scent it, but you just have to imagine it… now that I’ve blindfolded you and heightened the sense of taste and smell, of that ass that you love so much.”

After teasing me with her ass for a little while as she stroked my cock, Mistress got off the bed and fixed the clothes pegs on my nipples

“Open wide…”

Mistress pushed the glass dildo into my mouth once again, then pulled it clear.

“I’m standing over you now, sliding that dildo up inside me. Can you picture it slave? You can hear it if you listen carefully… coating it with my beautiful pussy juices.”

I could only imagine the sight of Mistress fucking herself above me…

“Open wide slave. Good slave.”

I cleaned Mistress’s dildo once again and then heard it placed on the bedside table. Mistress moved to one side and started slapping my cock again, and doing something to my balls though I’m not really sure what.

“I love how hard and red your cock gets when I tease you, I love teasing you and how red and stretched your balls get…”

I winced as she dug her nails into my balls.

“Too much slave?”

“No Mistress.”

“Good slave.”

Mistress released my cock…

“I’m going to leave you alone for a little while now slave, keep thinking about me…”

I was left alone for about ten minutes or so and as usual once my cock started to wilt a little the ball stretcher started to sting. I distracted myself by thinking about Mistress’s ass and how much I wanted to lick it.

Mistress returned and removed the pegs, making me wince in pain again. Then she held her strap-on in front of my face.

“Open wide slave, lick that dildo.”

I sucked the rubber cock for a few seconds and then Mistress undid my arms and legs.

“Turn over onto your hands and knees”

I turned over and raised my ass as I could hear her sliding the RodeOh pants on. She moved behind me and then unexpectedly paddled me another seven times.”

“A reminder slave, that you should not be touching your cock without my permission.”

Mistress had me kneel up and told me to close my eyes. She removed the blindfold and then told me I could open my eyes. Mistress stood in front of me with her cock in place, a condom covering the shaft. I was quite glad she didn’t make suck it because condoms taste fucking rank!

Mistress moved off the bed and walked around behind me.

“Lean forward now slave, it’s time for me to take you up the ass.”

Mistress moved behind me and slid her cock inside my ass. Soon she was fucking me and reached around to stroke my cock, her cock buried firmly inside me.

“Does that feel good slave?”

“Yes Mistress.”

And it did.

“Good slave, you love it when your Mistress is fucking your ass don’t you?”

I certainly did this time. After stroking my cock again Mistress continued fucking my ass and I pushed back, encouraging her to continue. Finally Mistress pulled out.

“What do you say?”

“Thank you Mistress.”

“Good, turn over and lay down slave, you may remove the ball stretcher.”

The stinging had subsided and I had forgotten about it while I was being fucked, but I was glad to get it off as it had been on a long time. As ever it was momentarily uncomfortable as the blood began to circulate again.

“Good slave, now kneel up.”

“It’s time for you to worship my beautiful pussy.”

Mistress lay back on the bed, her legs spread and her fingers just toying her clit as she spoke. She looked incredibly sexy.

“You may begin.”

I sank down between her gorgeous legs and licked Mistress’s delicious pussy for the next fifteen minutes or so, finishing her off with two fingers inside her gorgeous pussy. Mistress had a very hard orgasm, which lasted a good while as she shoved my head away then allowed me to lick her again a couple of times.

“Good slave.”

Mistress stood up and turned around on the bed. Leaning forward onto the head of the bed.

“I want you to lick me clean.”

I moved behind her and started to lick every drop of pussy juice I could find off of her skin, between her legs is always a little bit awkward from that angle but cleaning pussy juice from between her ass cheeks is much easier. 🙂

“Get every drop slave.”

I’m pretty sure I did.

“You may lick your hands, then clean the sheet.”

Mistress moved off the bed and I licked the PVC sheet clean. Mistress resumed the position and stuck her ass out.

“Now slave, lick my ass.”

I moved forward and buried my tongue in her ass, my cock already swelling again and begging for me to stroke it while I worshipped Mistress’s ass.

Mistress ordered me to lay down again then straddled me once again. She grabbed my hardening cock and started slapping it once more.

“I’m not going to allow you to come today slave, but you have ten more seconds to worship my ass.”

Mistress lowered her gorgeous ass onto my face, stroking my cock hard as she counted away the seconds.

“1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. End of session.”

Femdom Session – 4th May 2015

Firstly, before I get onto the session, I’m happy to report that my story is almost finished. I’ve written 4,100 words, I just need to re-read it and make sure I’m happy with it before I post. I really want to post it tonight, but I’ve rushed before and regretted it. I will say that in the end I combined the influence of two excellent videos, the one I posted the other day of course, but also this video BALLBUSTED LOAD. Which is just fucking hot (or the first few minutes are anyway). So, unfortunately it will probably be tomorrow that I post the story, but hopefully you will all agree that it’s worth the wait.

This weekend has been a pretty special one for Mistress R and I, twenty three years ago this weekend Mistress and I went on our first date. It always makes me smile to remember, Mistress and I were in a rock club the night before our first date, just chatting away and then she took my hand, pushed me against a wall and snogged my face off. Being quite a shy and innocent type, I was a bit taken aback… but also (of course) fucking loved it! Perhaps even then I thought, hmm, potential Mistress material! Well, probably not, it was a good few years before I broached the subject of Femdom, but I’m sure even then I was attracted to dominant women, I just hadn’t fully realised it yet.

Mistress had arranged to stay in the city with her friend that night, while I was driving back to the small town we both actually lived in (convenient). We arranged to meet up the next night and I took her to a country pub I knew, where we got on like a house on fire. From that night we were pretty much inseparable and three months later we were engaged.

At 23 we were the first of our friends to get married, I guess we were fairly young (and I was very inexperienced having had only one proper previous girlfriend) but we just knew we were right for each other and twenty three years later here we are, completely devoted to each other.

There was another special occasion this weekend too, one that’s been coming for a while and I’d been looking forward to. When we started the chastity blog I started keeping a record of Mistress and I’s orgasms, and this weekend Mistress hit 500. I wanted to celebrate this awesome fact with a present for Mistress R, I couldn’t afford a Fiat 500 (just as well, because Mistress doesn’t like them anyway) but I could run to a nice Radley handbag. Nice to think that every time she uses it she might think of her 500 orgasms…. 🙂

Anyway, the session…

We started this session with me blindfolded and wearing the Oxballs Cocksling, which I was quite pleased about because the last couple of days my cock hasn’t been feeling quite as hard as I would have liked. Mistress entered the bedroom and I felt her move closer to me, she stood right in front of me and I could feel her rubbing her gorgeous body against me and she asked me if I could guess what she was wearing.

She moved behind me and continued to rub herself against me, before fetching her whip and paddle from the bedside table. She asked me if I had anything to confess and I said that I did. As usual I had failed to keep my hands off my cock, so I was punished again, about 14 strokes of the cat followed by eleven or so with the paddle, by the end of which I was panting and wincing quite a bit, that paddle really stings!

Will it stop me touching my cock… I guess we’ll find out in a few weeks. 🙂

Mistress asked me to at least confirm that I hadn’t been tempted to make myself cum, which of course I hadn’t, well I had been tempted… but I hadn’t. Obviously.

Mistress turned me to face the bed and then ordered me to open my mouth and suck on her glass dildo and to get it wet for her. She said, “Maybe one day your punishment should include sucking a real cock…”, before withdrawing the glass dildo and ordering me to worship her feet.

Mistress was on great form with her verbal teasing today, I wish I had a recording of it as it’s so hard to remember the details. This continued while I diligently worshipped every inch of her beautiful feet, interrupted a couple of times so that I could suck on her dildo again and taste her gorgeous juices from it.

Then Mistress ordered me onto the bed and tied me down, and as soon as I felt her climbing onto the bed and knew that she was going to straddle my face my cock started getting hard. I really love it when Mistress sits on my face, it’s something that rarely happens outside a session, which is such a shame.

Mistress allowed me to lick her for a while and then stood up and grabbed my cock, stroking it a while before lowering herself back down onto my face again. Mistress tasted wonderful today, even better than usual, and she always tastes delicious. I think she just tastes better when she’s extra horny, and paddling me always seems to make her wet… 🙂

Then Mistress turned around and described in great detail how she was standing over me and how if I wasn’t wearing a blindfold I would be able to see her gorgeous ass. Mistress knows I have a major weakness for her ass, and she exploited it perfectly today, teasing me with it and making me beg over and over to lick it.

The teasing went on for some time before Mistress removed the blindfold, but then I was ordered to keep my eyes closed while the teasing continued. Eventually Mistress permitted me to open my eyes and look up at her beautiful pussy and ass. Mistress teased me further by pulling her cheeks apart and exposing her tight little hole, as she continued stroking my cock.

She asked me how badly I wanted to lick her ass, but it was clear that I wasn’t going to get to taste her just yet. She turned around and impaled herself on my cock, riding me and allowing me to suck on her gorgeous breasts several times. I told her how much I loved being allowed to cum on her beautiful tits last time, and how much I love being allowed to cum on and lick any part of her amazing body clean.

Mistress really did look fantastic today, wearing my favourite PVC top with the straps that frame her wonderful breasts, she always looks incredible when she is in Mistress mode, especially when she’s staring down at me. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Soon, Mistress decided that it was time for me to have my ass invaded, and she slid my glass ring-ended plug inside me, pegged my nipples and left me to stew for a while. It always seems to be the same now, as soon as my cock starts to wilt I notice a burning in my balls, which doesn’t abate until I am allowed to remove the Oxballs when Mistress returns. It’s not intolerable, but it is quite intense.

When Mistress returned she removed the butt plug and the pegs, which caused a sharp intake of breath, then released me and told me to remove the Oxballs. It felt good to get it off, as much as I love that thing, and then it was time for me to worship Mistress’s gorgeous pussy (no RodeoH today I’m afraid). Mistress smelt so good and I was in heaven licking her delicious pussy today. I’m so glad that she came really hard as well, what with it being a special one and knowing that I had a present to give her after, it would have been a shame if it had been an anticlimactic one. In the event Mistress came really, really hard with her first shoving me away and then pulling me back to her pussy as she spasmed beneath me. I was so happy at that moment, anything else would be a bonus.

Mistress stood on the bed in front of me and had me lick her clean, though for once there didn’t seem to be the usual rivers of pussy juice, which was a little bit disappointing. 🙂

Then she had me lay down on my back and started stroking my cock again while standing over me (she had told me to close my eyes again) and teasing me about how badly I wanted to be allowed to lick her ass. She asked me if I would still want to do it if it meant I wouldn’t be allowed to cum for another thirty days, and I replied that I would. These things aren’t to be taken too literally, it’s more an expression of how much I love licking Mistress’s ass than a genuine sacrifice. But if Mistress wanted to enforce this then I wouldn’t disagree that I had said what I said, but it’s all academic anyway, as Mistress decides when I cum so no agreement from me is ever necessary.

Similarly, though she did say that I wouldn’t be cumming for a long time if I came on her breasts three weeks ago, the option to change her mind is always there. So I know some of you were waiting to see how long ‘a very long time’ might be, but in the end it turned out to be not all that long after all.

Mistress told me that she was going to count down from five to one and then she was going to give me permission to open my eyes and look at her gorgeous ass and pussy again. I really loved how she was controlling me today, it was really hot, and my cock was lovely and hard as I stared up at her again. Mistress had me beg some more to worship her gorgeous asshole, and then finally I got to taste her.

Unusually Mistress told me that she was prepared to let me lick her asshole, but that she wouldn’t be stroking my cock while I was doing it. So as soon as she lowered her ass to meet my eager tongue she stopped stroking and simply held my cock. After the first time she kept stroking but it was a cool thing to do, adding to the frustration.

Of course I love licking Mistress’s asshole when she’s stroking my cock (although I would be happy licking Mistress’s ass if I was fully dressed and she wasn’t even touching me at all), but at this point I still didn’t know if she was going to let me cum. I kind of thought she might, but I wasn’t 100% sure. Then Mistress asked me how much I wanted to cum and after some more begging she finally gave me her permission to release my load.

Now I wasn’t allowed to lick her ass anymore, but at least I could look up at her gorgeous legs, pussy and ass as she pumped my cock hard and fast. I saw the first spurt fly from the end of my cock, before my body jerked hard as I expelled twenty one days of cum in a few short seconds. It felt so good and before I knew it Mistress was feeding my my cum from her fingers and that was the end of the session.

Mistress and I still get nervous about these sessions, but they almost always seem to end up going well. I really love seeing Mistress in character, she is just spectacularly sexy when she’s in dominant mode. Completely out of this world HOT!

It’ll be interesting to see what she makes of my story when it’s finished… 🙂

Femdom Session: 3rd April 2015

As you may or may not remember, our last session happened right at the tail end of February, right when those lovely Google people decided that it wanted all the perverts off it’s books! By the time Lady M had found us a new home, and Google had changed it’s (tiny) mind, it was almost a week since the session and while I had memories of the session, it’s not the big things that make a memory, it’s the tiniest details, details that were by then all but lost.

So it’s now just over an hour since our latest session ended and here I am, determined to write a good post this time…

As you know, this is the first session we’ve had since the beginning of our fifth year of 24/7 chastity, I make that distinction because there was a six month period prior to that where Mistress was controlling my orgasms for up to a fortnight at a time, leading up to our monthly Femdom sessions. But April 1st 2011 was where it really became proper, full time chastity and coincidentally it was only a few days later that my original blog was launched.

I said the other day that I wanted to put the question to Mistress R, of whether she was still happy to continue with the way things are. It’s not unnatural for either of us to occasionally feel that maybe we might like to have a ‘normal’ sex life again. Logically, it’s more likely to be me, because I’m the one who can’t initiate penetration, I’m the one who can’t give himself pleasure, I’m the one who has to wait and hope that Mistress allows me to do what ever it is that I’m currently craving.

But Mistress also is entitled to sometimes feel like maybe it would be nice to just have a ‘normal’ husband and a ‘normal’ sex life, and occasionally this shows through, however briefly. So last night I asked the question and Mistress was pretty firm in her stance that she was still behind it, she still wants to be in control and have me in chastity.

It doesn’t hurt to bring this question up now and again, as the last thing I want is a resentful wife, if she is unhappy about the situation I hope she would have told me anyway, but talking it over allows us both to relax about it and feel comfortable that we are both still fully on-board.

And so we come to the real reason for this post, our second Femdom Session of 2015.

As you may remember, before each session Mistress gives me a note detailing what I am to start the session ‘wearing’. This always includes my wrist and ankle cuffs, along with a variety of other items. This morning I was instructed to fit the Oxballs Cocksling and my glass butt plug. The Oxballs of course is very familiar to anyone reading this blog for any length of time, it is one of the best sex toy things I have ever purchased, but the glass butt plug is a relatively recent addition.

Last year Mistress and I were in an Ann Summers shop and I noticed a glass butt plug, of the kind which I had been wanting for a while. It’s not overly large, maybe an 1.1/4″ at it’s widest point, but because it’s glass not rubber it does not yield, so it feels bigger than a rubber one of the same size. I know that it’s not that big, but not being regularly plugged it’s big enough that I feel it’s necessary to start with the ring-ended dildo and after about fifteen minutes move on to the proper plug.

So that’s what I did, this morning. As I prepared the room and shaved I wore the ring-ended dildo and then after my shower I slowly pushed the glass plug into place, allowing it to work itself a little deeper each time until it finally eased itself fully inside.

Suitably prepared I knelt on the bedroom floor and looked at the pictures of Mistress on our bedroom walls as I waited for her to enter the room.

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Mistress entered and immediately used her toenails to lightly scratch my balls, held firm and tight by the Oxballs rubbery grip. As usual I was questioned about my adherence to Mistress’s rules (not touching my cock without permission) and as usual I was punished for my transgressions. Eleven strokes of the whip and some further hits from the paddle, though I can’t quite remember how many it was.

As you know, I am not a lover of this kind of pain, so I am always glad when it is over, even though to some it might seem more like a tepid warm up than an actual punishment. It always makes me wince slightly when I see reddened bottoms or cane marks and wonder how much pain it would take to get to that stage… but then again, the consensus seems to be that if you stick at it long enough then you go past the pain and start to enjoy it. Perhaps we haven’t gone far enough, sometimes Mistress has punished me more than once in the session and I must admit that has been more enjoyable, probably because I’m more turned on in the first place. Perhaps this is something I should discuss with Mistress before our next session.

At least when I am being punished I always know that once it is over I will be doing something that I truly love, worshipping Mistress’s beautiful feet. God I love Mistress’s feet, they are perfect and I could spend hours kissing them and sucking on her gorgeous toes.

But first I was instructed to suck Mistress’s favourite glass dildo, which I eagerly did, making sure to leave it nice and wet for her. Mistress told me to keep my eyes and focus on her feet while she played the dildo around her pussy, occasionally describing to me what she was doing.

As much as I adore Mistress’s feet, it’s never that easy to keep one’s mind fully on the task in hand, especially when you desperately want to look up and watch as your Mistress pushes her dildo inside her pussy. Soon Mistress was describing to me how she was doing just that and she finished the sentence by saying…

“…it’s going inside me now, just like a real, hard cock… and just like a real cock you need to suck it.”

I felt my ass tighten around the buttplug and my cock harden suddenly and significantly as she spoke these words and then she was holding the glass dildo in front of my face, telling me to suck it and lick it clean of her juices.

Of course I was only too happy to oblige and then, as instructed, I contained to worship Mistress’s feet while she continued to enjoy herself above me.

Eventually Mistress decided that I had worshipped her pretty feet well enough and told me to stop. She got off the bed and told me to kneel on the bed, then she stood in front of me and pulled my face into her pussy. I wanted to lick her gorgeous slit, but managed to wait until Mistress instructed me to do so. This is something we haven’t done very often, but I really liked being on my knees like that and licking Mistress’s beautiful pussy. It felt very submissive and very hot.

This didn’t last long however and Mistress soon had me restrained on my back, whereupon she once again had me sucking her ‘cock’ before she finally allowed me to watch as she pushed it inside herself. My cock was nice and hard now, made even harder by the grip of the Oxballs of course and after cleaning the dildo once again she sat herself down on my face and I greedily lapped at her delicious pussy. Wonderful!

Soon Mistress had turned around and was teasing my throbbing cock while I lay, looking up at her gorgeous ass. Occasionally Mistress would reach back and part her cheeks for me, allowing me a better look at what I am always craving. Verbally teasing me about how much I love her ass, and how much I want to worship it.

I cannot tell you how much I love it when Mistress stands over me like this, Mistress has such gorgeous legs that even if she was wearing underwear this would be hot as fuck for me, but having those silky smooth, perfect legs topped off with the sight of her wet pussy and ass is just heaven for me, if only I had a photograph of this to share with you all. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!

Mistress continued stroking and teasing me for some time, slapping my cock quite a bit and gently swatting my balls (which hurts more than you’d think, when they are held tight by the Oxballs). She also sank herself down onto my cock and verbally teased me about using my cock like a dildo, solely for her pleasure. I don’t know what it is about this, but in my eyes Mistress never looks more stunningly beautiful than when she is using my cock like this.

Okay, it could partly be that I am somewhat euphoric with pleasure, but somehow Mistress just gets this glow when she’s being ‘Mistress R’. Her skin looks amazing, her smile looks wonderful and her eyes have a certain twinkle about them. It’s also the only time Mistress wears properly red lipstick, maybe that’s part of it? It really suits her I think, she looks AMAZING.

Mistress turned away from me and sank down onto my cock one more time, my view was blocked by the PVC skirt she was wearing, which probably wasn’t a bad thing given how tight her pussy felt around my cock in that position!

Having survived that, Mistress took it upon herself to kneel beside me suck and whip my cock for a while, before slipping off the bed altogether. I turned to see her pick something up from the bedside table and watched as she squeezed my nipple with one hand and then attached the clothes peg to it with the other. She then picked up the other peg and reached over me to attach it to my other nipple. As she did so I noticed the way her mouth opened just slightly as she did it, which I found really erotic. Like I said, it’s the tiny details that make the memories…

Mistress left me alone for a while, and after a couple of minutes the pain in my nipples subsided along with my previously steel-hard erection. As usual when this happens my nuts start to burn a bit. I can only assume that what happens is that as I get harder and harder it pulls the Oxballs tighter and tighter around my balls, and then you don’t really notice it too much while you are mega-turned on, but once you relax it’s a different story. It doesn’t exactly hurt, but it does make you wish you could take it off, or at least loosen it a bit to get the blood flowing again.

When Mistress returned she plucked the pegs from my nipples, grinning mischievously at my winces of pain (I must confess I really do love seeing her taking pleasure in my suffering, it’s hot as fuckity-fuck! :), maybe I would enjoy being paddled more if I could see the look on her face when she was doing it, I bet she loves it), then she untied me and had me take the Oxballs off (relief!) and remove the butt plug, which again, I’d almost forgotten about.

Even though we’ve had this plug for quite a while now, I’ve only worn it twice before, the first time I wore it Mistress tried to remove it herself and her very long nails made it impossible (and very painful for me) and I had to remove it myself. Last time we remembered that I had to remove it myself but I found it a little difficult, this time however it was easy enough with a little patience. All that’s really necessary is to hook one finger behind the base and ease it out a little, then wait for it to push itself out. Easy!

I thought the next thing to happen would be for Mistress to lay on the bed in front of me and for her to order me to eat her pussy, but no… instead she blindfolded me and then told me to get on my hands and knees. Realising what was coming I moved forward on the bed, giving Mistress plenty of room to get on behind me as I heard the unmistakable sound of the Rodeo’s being slipped on.

Mistress climbed on the bed behind me and I felt the head of the strap-on being pushed against my asshole. I immediately felt very submissive and the strap-on entered me fairly easily, the butt plug had stretched my ass nicely and it was very enjoyable feeling Mistress fucking me for a while. Sometimes anal can be comfortable and sometimes not, but the longer you wear a plug or dildo in your ass beforehand the better. Obviously having had the butt plug in my ass for half an hour I was well prepared and it was pretty comfortable for me this time. Being fucked like that does tend to make me feel quite submissive/passive quite suddenly and I’m not sure if Mistress maybe misinterpreted this as me not enjoying it, I hope not, because I love being used by her like that.

Inbetween strokes, Mistress occasionally reached down and stroked my cock, although this time I wasn’t getting hard (sometimes anal makes me hard sometimes it doesn’t) it was still nice to feel her fingers around my cock with the strap-on still inside me.

Then Mistress pulled out completely and I was instructed to kneel up again. After a short time I felt Mistress getting on the bed and then my blindfold being pulled off. I was expecting to see Mistress’s ‘cock’ standing right in front of my face, but instead she was standing there naked (save for her black bra and key pendant). It would be churlish to suggest that I was disappointed, after all seeing my Mistress’s pussy is never a disappointment, but I would have liked for Mistress to fuck my mouth a little with her nice warm cock.

(Actually it wasn’t until I came to clear up the room that I realised that Mistress hadn’t used a condom on the strap-on, I don’t know if she forgot, but that explains why she didn’t have me suck it afterwards.)

Mistress really does look amazing naked, I wish she was naked a whole lot more frankly. Like most women, she puts herself down, but she looks fabulous, and she looks particularly super-incredible when she’s laying on a black PVC sheet with her legs open, ordering me to eat her pussy and make her cum. Oh fuck yes!

As much as I love everything else that we do in the session, eating Mistress’s delicious pussy is always the most wonderful treat for me, especially when it results in a really hard, wet orgasm for her. Nothing makes me happier than feeling her bucking under my tongue, it is the best feeling in the world and I am so glad that I get to do it as often as I do.

After Mistress had cum hard, she stood in front of me and had me lick her pussy, ass and inner thighs clean, before ordering me to lick the sheet clean and then turn over onto my back. Mistress didn’t bother tying me down again, which made it tough not to reach up and stroke her gorgeous legs when she straddled me again, I fucking love her legs…

Mistress again reached back to show me her gorgeous asshole as she stroked my cock and got me fully hard again. Then she started teasing me about my commitment to chastity and her control…

“Are you sure you don’t want to give all this up, just to be able to touch your own cock and make yourself cum whenever you want to?”

Nothing could be further from my mind! I will never give this up, ever!

Mistress asked me how many days it had been since I had been allowed to cum, I told her it had been 19 and she asked if I wanted to make it to 20. I told her I wanted her to decide which made her chuckle a little, and then she asked me which I wanted more, to be allowed to cum or to be allowed to lick her gorgeous ass. What I really wanted of course was to cum on her ass and lick it clean… but with her asshole just inches away from my tongue I was never going to pass up the opportunity, and so I begged to lick her asshole as she stroked my cock.

Mistress allowed me to worship her ass a couple of times and then lifted herself away from me. She gave my throbbing cock a somewhat dismissive slap and then turned around to tell me that the session was ‘over’.

It was a fantastic session, and I was so happy that I made Mistress cum so hard, nothing makes me happier than knowing I have made her feel good.

FEMDOM SESSION: 7th December 2014…

Mistress and I were really rather shocked to realize that our last Femdom session took place in September. There have been numerous reasons for this, tiredness, illness, unexpected periods, but also the longer it is since the last session the more it feels like it needs to be perfect, and so the slightest thing makes it feel like – oh it will be better if we wait until next week.
This is largely my fault and so from now on we have decided that in future Mistress R will decide on a date and unless there is a very good reason to postpone, then that is when our sessions will happen. It seems fitting that Mistress should be the one to decide… and even as I’m typing this I can imagine some of you being appalled that this was ever even an issue. I agree, at least in hindsight, it does seem rather a no-brainer that Mistress should decide this.
I have also discussed this point further with Mistress and in future she will be ‘informing’ me (as opposed to ‘asking’ me) when she wants me to worship her pussy and tease my cock. I think this is a positive step forward and an entirely logical extension of the rules we already have in place.
But anyway, back to today… it’s 9:10am and Mistress is still in bed. We had a late night last night, well I was in bed by 12:30am and when Mistress came to bed at 1:45am my cock was fucking throbbing. I did finish reading ‘Discovering My Nasty Wife’ (as discussed the other week) before I went to sleep, which probably didn’t help, but still…
I cuddled up to her and Mistress felt my cock pressing into her ass…
“Have you been thinking about tomorrow?” She asked.
Too bloody right I had been! I begged her to touch my cock, I was so fucking horny and ready to explode, I felt like I would have done anything for her right then. She reached back and curled her fingers around it and just held it. Talk about frustrating! Then she let go and said ‘You’ll have to wait for tomorrow’.
I cuddled her a while longer, kissing her shoulders and breathing heavily as my cock pulsed in absolute frustration, until she told me to go to sleep. I turned over and my cock continued to ache and was still throbbing this morning when I woke up… Thankfully that level of desperation had rather diminished overnight, but I was still eager for our session to start…

It’s now 4:30pm and Mistress and I are chilling out for a bit before getting ready to drive out to a concert in Birmingham later (At the Gates / Triptykon if you’re interested…. Very Metal!). The session was wonderful, but seemed to flash by so quickly. Since the colder weather has descended on us, Mistress has been less eager for extended foot worship (since we aren’t the kind of people who sit in an overheated house in our shorts), so that made worshipping her beautiful feet for a good ten minutes or more a real treat, especially since I could hear Mistress using her glass dildo on her pussy too (unfortunately I couldn’t see because I was blindfolded, although even if I hadn’t been no doubt Mistress would have told me to keep my eyes on her pretty feet).
Prior to that Mistress had quizzed me over my adherence to her rules over the last ten weeks, considering I had to confess to touching my cock and edging myself more times than I could remember (plus there was a few nights when I forgot to kiss her feet and a few days when I neglected to fold her towels before I went to work) I think I got away very lightly. . I was whipped and paddled eleven times each, and Mistress sneakily distracted me by stroking my cock a couple of times and then whacking me when I wasn’t expecting it.
Even though the paddle in particular stung like hell I was half expecting her to warn me to expect more later in the session, but it seems I got away with it. She also asked me if I had ever made myself cum without permission since we had started chastity, and was pleased when I assured her that I hadn’t. Mistress then asked me if I was still happy to be under her control and for her decide when I get to cum, and for her to decide what happens to my cock, balls and ass, and how and when they are used. Hearing her say these things brought it home to me how much I have missed our sessions, and my cock was rock hard inside my Cocksling.
After the foot worship and the first taste of Mistress’s beautiful pussy (she had me clean and lubricate her dildo with my mouth a couple of times between kissing her feet), Mistress tied me down on my back and straddled my face. It felt so good to have her right on top of me again, it seems ages since Mistress had straddled me like that, and I love having her right on top of me and being completely smothered by her gorgeous pussy. Mistress teased me with her ass too, telling me that if I was good and pleased her well, she might allow me to lick it later.
This part of the session seemed to pass by soooo quickly, Mistress stroked my cock and straddled my face a few times, she also sat on my cock briefly and then had me lick her pussy again so that I could taste my cock on her pussy too. Mmmmm… Then Mistress lubed up my ass and stroked my cock as she inserted the glass ring ended dildo. I have really missed that feeling of having my cock stroked while my ass is being fucked, it’s a pity it didn’t last very long…
At some point Mistress had removed my blindfold and I watched as she attached pegs to my nipples (which seemed to hurt more than I remembered) and looked down at my throbbing cock (still in the Oxballs Cocksling, which worked perfectly today – no stinging whatsoever). Then I was left alone for five minutes or so and when Mistress returned she smiled at me as she plucked the pegs from my nipples (ouch!), untied me and told me to kneel up and remove my Cocksling.
She lay on the bed in front of me and told me she wanted me to worship her pussy until she came, using my tongue and fingers. I slid down onto the bed and gently started to lick her pussy, and for a while I was wondering if it was going to work as for some reason it just didn’t seem to be coming together. But after a while Mistress’s muscles started to tense up, but instead of releasing she just seemed to get more and more tense, like she was close but couldn’t quite get there. It would have been awful if having waited for this session for so long we would have had a rare failure, but thankfully I seemed to find the right rhythm at last and Mistress was obviously getting really close. I could tell Mistress was going to cum really hard, just so long as I could get her there… and when she finally came it was pretty spectacular. I really love it when Mistress cums like that, when your own orgasms are as few and far between as mine are, you can’t help but derive satisfaction from feeling your Mistress bucking against you as she enjoys her own freedom to cum as often as she likes. It’s bliss!
After I cleaned up Mistress, licking her juices from where they had dripped down her sexy legs, and licked all her pussy juice from the PVC sheet, I was ordered onto my back again and told me she wouldn’t tie me down again but that I wasn’t allowed to touch her with my hands. And then she stood over me and started to tease me with her gorgeous pussy and ass again. She told me she was pleased with me and that I was to be granted a reward, but that I should think carefully and not ask for too much.
Inevitably I begged to be allowed to worship her ass, at which point Mistress told me to close my eyes and sank down onto my face. As I licked her sexy asshole she stroked my cock hard and fast, before lifting off. As she lifted off I opened my eyes and Mistress looked back between her legs at me and said ‘Who said you could open your eyes?’.
I shut them again immediately, but Mistress slapped my cock anyway, before allowing me to lick her ass a second time. This time she was pushing back against the tip of tongue, literally fucking her ass with it. It was so hot, and again she stroked my cock… the third time she allowed me to open my eyes and I was struggling a little to keep control, then Mistress told me I had ten more seconds left and that I better make the most of it.
She counted down and then lifted off me and released my cock at the same time, which in one way was a relief, but obviously a disappointment too…since I never get enough of licking her gorgeous ass. Finally Mistress R stood over me and teased me with her gorgeous pussy one more time before calling the session to a halt.
I never really expected to be allowed to cum today, it’s only been sixteen days so far after all, besides today was more importantly about getting back into the swing and realising how much we missed doing this. I’m really looking forward to doing this again (hopefully before Christmas) and I think making it Mistress’s decision alone is definitely a step in the right direction.
I must say I’m looking forward to getting emails (at work) from Mistress in future telling me that I will be worshipping her pussy later… well it’s not like I’m going to object is it!
All in all it’s been a very positive day, I just wish the session had been a bit longer and that Mistress had slipped her RodeoH pants on and given my ass a good fucking. Maybe next time…
I’m still none the wiser about the fact that I didn’t lick Mistress’s pussy clean after she allowed me to cum inside her a couple of weeks ago, she didn’t mention it in the session or punish me for it, perhaps when we redraft our contract to take account of the changes we’ve made she will clarify the situation for me.

Femdom Session 28th September 2014

I was hoping that Mistress would want to fuck my ass today, and things looked pretty hopeful when she included the rubber butt plug in my list of things to start the session with. Alongside that particular item I was also expected to wear my ankle and wrist restraints and my Oxballs Cocksling.
Fortunately for me the only thing I had to be punished for this time was a couple of towel infractions, so I got off with a fairly light whipping and no paddling(thankfully!). After this Mistress had me get her glass dildo nice and wet for her and then she stood on the bed and told me to watch as she rubbed the glass dildo against her gorgeous pussy.
Soon I was worshipping Mistress’s lovely feet while she put her glass dildo to good use, of course I was told to keep my eyes down and to concentrate on the job at hand, which I did. By this time the butt plug was very comfortable and it wasn’t too much longer before I’d forgotten about it altogether. Strange since it’s quite not exactly tiny!
When I had worshipped Mistress’s pretty feet to her satisfaction she had me clean off her dildo with my mouth and then ordered me on to the bed. She tied me down and stood over me, exposing her gorgeous pussy to me before sinking down on to my face for the first time.
The next part of the session was wonderful, as Mistress stroked, slapped and whipped my cock and balls, sat on my face several times, teased me with her amazing ass, sticking it right in my face so I could breathe in her scent but not lick it, lubed up my cock and rode me conventionally while allowing me to suck on her awesome breasts (she was wearing the strappy bra top again) and reverse cowgirl style while leaning forward so I could watch my cock disappearing into her pussy while also staring at her tantalizing asshole (to be honest it’s probably not a bad thing that she didn’t do that for too long, because it could well have been my undoing!).
After lots more teasing and stroking, Mistress blindfolded me and clipped a couple of pegs on my nipples before leaving me to stew for a little while. When she came back she removed the blindfold and whipped the pegs off, leaving me to take in the stunning sight of my gorgeous Mistress wearing her RodeOh strap-on pants.
Mistress untied me and told me to remove my cocksling, then she told me to remove my butt plug and turn over. It wasn’t hard to guess what was coming next, especially when Mistress sprayed lube between my cheeks and climbed onto the bed behind me. It felt great to be fucked by my Mistress again, I wanted it badly and even though it was very intense (I was grateful that I had been wearing the butt plug for a good half hour prior) while it was happening, I really loved the submissive feelings it provokes in me and I love the feeling afterwards of having been fucked by my Mistress’s cock.
After whipping off the condom, Mistress had me turn over on my back again and kneeled over my head, before pushing the rubber cock into my mouth and fucking my face for a short while.
Then it was Mistress’s turn and she had me go down on her, which was totally heavenly. Mistress was extremely wet by this time, I just love how wet she gets in our sessions, since it shows me just how much she loves doing these things to me. By the time she had cum hard she was even wetter still and as she stood on the bed in front of me her juices were literally running down her legs to her calves.
Mistress had me lick up every drop of her pussy juice, first from her silky smooth legs and gorgeous ass, then from the PVC sheet, and it was totally delicious (of course!).
Finally Mistress ordered me onto my back once again before straddling me and told me I would be allowed to lick her ass if I begged nice enough. I was permitted to lick her gorgeous ass twice while she stroked my cock hard and fast, before she called a halt to the session.
During the session Mistress had teased me about letting me cum on her feet and having me lick them clean, I so want to do that again, but I never really thought she would let me cum today, since I’ve already cum three times this month. Still I was hopeful and there was always the chance that she might let me ruin on her feet (though I haven’t had a ruined orgasm since May so that seemed unlikely somehow).
Mistress was amazing today, she looked so sexy in her strappy leather bra and I loved the way she smiled at me as she sank down on my cock. Most of all I loved how hard she came and I really loved licking the pussy juice off her wonderful legs (and licking her ass of course, that goes without saying).
Mistress and I will be celebrating our 21st Wedding Anniversary in a few days, so it was especially rewarding that our session went so well. If we have another 21 years of Femdom and chastity to look forward to I think I will be a very happy bunny indeed!

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In other news, I haven’t mentioned this recently but I have been back on the diet and over the last five weeks I have lost eleven pounds, which is pretty good. I still have another ten pounds to get back to where I was earlier in the year (which is immensely frustrating of course) but hopefully I will get there way before Christmas. I certainly feel like I have clicked into the regime of diet and exercise again (without paying someone else £5 a week for the privilege too!).

Also, I have an idea for a Femdom story, the only trouble is finding the time to write the damn thing!